blackrose

6 years down the road.

It’s amazing how the friendship has built over the past years. It was then when we hated our working uniform so damn much, having plans on who to prepare lunch for the day, who to keep the locker key, complaining over stupid rude customers, worrying of short of cash at the end of everyday, etc. Boi, nothing prevails that part time job, ever.

It was November 2002 that put us all together.

I must thank this person who got me that job, don’t remember exactly who thou. It wouldn’t be the same today without you. But because of you also, I've gotta bear to miss somebody so much now. :(

Need not say more, see you at arrival hall in January. :)

Found a place at Pelangi condo, crashing with 2 friends for a temporally short period.
More laters.


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Was invited for dinner tonight with some really special people.
So much to wonder, now and then..

BAH!

This (picture) is a virus spreading through bluetooth. Please do not let your bluetooth on if this person is around, you don't want your phone to be like AnGeL's (some random chick at OldTown). Well, Gary just can't wait to be famous in Malacca. Gary oh Gary.....

Guess my holiday is coming to an end. Last Thursday, me and my mum went up to KL to collect my offer letter from PwC. I had to drive without sense of direction of KL roads as I almost never drove in KL city itself. Dad wasn't free, so mum had to teman me (dad insisted) and what she did all the way was sleeping for 2 hours, talked to me for 10 minutes, and slept again for another hours. I got my way to PwC but it was way too early for the appointment, so we decided to went round KL and probably look for something nice for lunch. After a few turnings to Godknowswhat Jalan, I lost my way, stuck in the jam -_- PwC building got further and smaller and lost in the end as I drove! In the end we had lunch around the office. lol damn noob.

Went back to Taylor's to collect some documents. Apart from Club 7 that is under renovation and the mamak that has now turned into chinese hawker stalls, everything else seemed so familiar. Oh Subang, 4 years of memories down the lane. I have to admit I'm already missing the days I had in SS15.

Headed to PJ as I had an appointment with the agent (found from forum) to view a room at BU12. First of all, it was a family house which I had no idea beforehand. I was looking for working adult housemates. It was a single bedroom attached with toilet at RM4oo, it sounded alright at first. Til to realise that all furnitures (bed, study table, wardrobe) will be removed once I move in. wth.... meaning RM400 for a pathetic EMPTY ROOM. No aircon, no streamyx, no nth..... -_- Sorry lah!

To sum up the total hours I was driving on that one day, I could have reached Bangkok already. Mum... slept all the way. Which also allowed me to keep my eyes wide open at 170km/hr. lol.

Oh no, I need a place in 3 weeks time! :(

Signed the contract, officially an Associate in PwC! :D There'll be a trip to PD on the 2nd of Dec (2nd day of work) and then a 3 weeks of training before start working. Something that I'm really looking forward to now.. and hoping that I'll still get my X'mas and New Year eve holiday =/

Til then..

So I guess I’m officially got black listed from KPMG? Lol.

Turned down the internship offer last year.
And now sitting at MP Starbucks with my sister, when supposed to be having interview with KPMG.

I feel so sorry actually but too bad la.

Mum and sis are here. Baibai for now.

Spelling ‘Mississippi’ with your body?
Damn I’m so gonna get that Ace the next round!

Anyway, an important note.
I'm urgently looking for a place in PJ area.

1. Single bedroom, air-conditioned

2. House or Condominium (with gym facility) will be fine (so long the place is NOT dodgy!)

3. Streamyx available

4. IF possible around BU but optional (I’ll travel a lot so no point staying near to office (KL Sentral 1))

5. Can move in anytime from mid of November to December (work commences on the 1^st of Dec so must be BY Dec)

So if anyone happened to look for a housemate, or came across any room for rent, drop me a message or get me at 017 6331275. THANKS!

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What I've been doing and also the thing (place and people) I'll miss a whole fucking lot after December comes. Update of ah jim for YOU. :)

At times got asses too!

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It’s weekend again!
But soon it’ll be 7 Mondays a week for me. :(

I’ve never got to be so proud in front of my dad because this is out of his expectation.

The youngest (but not pampered) also the one always rebel against the ‘government’ (dad, as mum refers) JUST because I’m always going out. My dad, so anti-social he could ignore any call and continue reading his papers. I’m not surprised if he could remember every single word at every single corner of the paper. However, mum’s the total opposite. She came out with the ‘government-free’ term whenever my dad’s away from home, that’s when the bell doesn’t sound, for both of us. Yep, many of you know that at the age of 22 I still have ‘curfew’. Because mum still get me happy meal when I was 20. Hmm…Anyway that's not the point.

From..

The 3 round of tests took approximately 2 hours to complete, followed by a presentation from each Partner from Audit and Tax department. I swear I nearly dozed off. Lucky the Audit Partner is good looking enough to keep my eyes at least half open until 1pm. Initially I thought the entire assessment will last for the most 3 hours, hence my parents decided to hang around at KL Sentral while waiting for me since it was at jam hour. But I actually finished at 1pm, poor thing they waited for so many hours :( and my God, driving at the highway at 2pm with the weather like this, the only way is to remain 150km/hr to avoid from tertidur.

I would say I didn’t do well. First paper was testing on accuracy and timing, 20 minutes for 20 questions on Mathematic test; only managed to complete 11. Second paper 18 minutes on I-don’t-remember-how-many short articles; left out 2. The last one was essay, which I couldn’t even think and write properly mainly because I was damn sleepy and also the previous 2 tests kinda got me gave up already. I was scribbling how much I wanted to be an auditor. lol what a crap.

The whole point of the day; a call at 6pm from Reuben of PwC, required me for second interview on Thursday. :)))))) Maybe I scored all 11 out of that 20 la. Hahaha..

then this..

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15^th was as great waking up with a mail from Sydney.

For a second I thought I finally got my 2 years belated birthday present from ngkokwen, until ‘UTS’ got my attention.

It’s UTS!! :)))))))))))))

Feeling of indescribable, I just smiled my day through despite being anxious for the next day interview. Everything seemed so right for me :)

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16^th was a day to sell myself. And of what I did,

...to this!

I'm going to PwC!

Reuben called at 8pm on the same day when I was at the gym. I was running the treadmill and smiling to myself. :D I just needed to share the excitement! I'm collecting the offer letter next Thursday, and at the moment still considering of attending KPMG interview on Tuesday.

Job offer commencing on the 1st of December. I was at Ernst & Young the last December. And I was thinking if I were to reject KPMG interview appointment this time, my name should be black listed by the co. like forever because I rejected it's internship offer once last year. Hahaha.. but heck, PwC!

Special thanks to my (ex) auditor friends sekalian,
SINHAN, YINGNEE, LILAC, STEVEN and YEEHUI.

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All worthwhile

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I'm just.. plain HAPPY..... I suppose it's a weekend to drink again. XD

since this feeling hits again.
As though I'm having a paper tomorrow and I could sense an insomnia for tonight.

Am attending the very first interview at PricewaterhouseCooper (PWC) tomorrow and I'm supposed to be there by 8.30am, which means gotta leave at about 5.30am, maybe? in order to avoid the jam and in case I get lost my way through.

I'm praying for a more lenient Partner interviewer as I'm pretty sure it'll affect the performance. Since the recruitment is not in a batch, I guess only me or just a couple of more people, the first round assessment (an English essay, a psychometric (IQ) test and a verbal & numerical test) and interview with Partner would be held on the same day itself tomorrow, when usually they're split into 2 different days.

Like Liang said, I'm just gonna go all way to sell myself tomorrow.

3 calls for interviews in just 2 days
right when I'm desperately waiting for random KL calls.

Shweeeet lah!!

Say TakNak to Ken's (or Rabbbit's) record.
Days were never so good ever since last month. =)))))))))))))))))))

First interview, EVER.
gonna call up every friend to 'interview' them :p

LUCK please thank you til then bye bye love you muah!

“Don’t force yourself being someone you’re not or else you’ll not be happy.”

The thing about me is that somehow or rather I will be that someone, so long he is happy. Yea unhealthy I know. And boy, as much as I hate break ups it just kept happening to me. See that, it’s ‘hate’ that I used not ‘dislike’. I hate it even more when they ask “again? What happened to you wei..” okay, thanks for that. Not that I want right? Geez.. who likes? Okay maybe there are….. Well, both scenarios make you a bitch also; to always call off a relationship or to always get dumped. Like said, everything happens for a reason. That 2 persons have certainly taught me a whole lot, the stuff to learn about a person is just spectacular. There’s never an ending to study on how a relationship could work perfectly, but gaining from the past mistakes is at least the best you could do.

“You deserve much more. Your relationship was a mistake. You don’t love him; you love who you wanted him to be. It’s just him, his own life and nothing else.”

Yea, beautiful mistake which I’m glad it happened. After years, I’m all left with phobia of witnessing how they could came by with one face and walked off with a totally different one. It’s even more amazing when a person could do it all the time.

“Superman is the lousiest hero among the other super hero like Batman and Spiderman because Superman got dumped by the girlfriend!”

Oh boy, that wasn’t hilarious at all to tell a girlfriend. A hint so clear that all your relationships will end in only ONE way, it’s either you dump or you dump. Unless she’s smart enough to act ahead your decision.

Imperfections exist. Would you desire a person who loves you more than you could sacrifice for him/her, or vice versa? I think the selfish former is a better option at least you’ll have less worry on security. But more often than not, people tend to pick the other way round, regardless of how that person treats you. One of my friends actually ‘enjoys’ being beaten up by her violent asshole boyfriend, simply because she loves him so much. Silly but true, these are things that we’ll never understand.

Had a long 3-hour yak at Air Keroh McD with a friend last night, when I realized how much I actually hated to story about my break ups despite how I appreciate what I had. Perhaps it has to be repeated for too many of times since then.

You see, why I never understand about guy; both my older sisters and I have already experienced being cheated by boyfriend. What more, all by first boyfriend. Bloody twat………………………….. So stunning and hot like How Soo Chan (second sister) also no point la :( I’m shameful that I’m amongst who failed on most relationships (mind you, only 2 har..).

No intention or hard feelings to anyone in specific, I say sorry if I did offend anyone of you. Cheers :)

how true?

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It was Eagle Eye for the weekend with Kni, Eva and Liang. A 110% action movie, story line is excellent. Eva came down and we went to Pure at night, hope she enjoyed the night. :) Ken was daring me if I would break his record of being jobless for a 6-month time after graduated. I currently just got in to the fourth month, but 1 month (August) was my holiday in Sydney so cannot count. :p And Ken, I won’t and don’t want to beat your record! So getting bored to death.. But I do enjoy meeting numerous of new faces, as well as many old familiar faces within the past few months, getting to know how everyone’s doing and etc. But nothing beats ah jim. Result’s not obvious though, still enjoying every session.

Still, I miss my bitch the most. Styne said I lost the meaning and direction of life after you left, just because I was asking the direction from Melaka Raya to Jonker. Lol.

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Being the oldest here. But I blend in well ma right :p

But being the youngest of all. hehe.

So it’s Monday, everyone’s back for either classes or work. And me, going back for gym after ketupat and rendang overdosed.

Alan and Shahrul (also Senwai and Gan).
We've just got so much to talk about.
Do keep in touch!

loves.

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Anyway, tagged by Ayayayayayayaayayayayayapapaya.
And because I was so free, I did two XD

1. What is the relationship of you and her/him?
- Relationship tahap pillow talk.

2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him?
- Intelligent. Liverpool. Sweet talker. Sophisticated. Pothead (no, I did not just say that).

3. The most memorable things she/he had done for you.
- Play the guitar and sing and get emo with me.

4. The most memorable things she/he have said to you.
- Lessons lessons and always giving lessons of life.

5. If she/he become your lover, you will..
- Grain the grass everyday?

6. If she/he become your enemy, you will..
- be as emo as him.

7. If she/he become your lover, she/he has to improve on..
- not to ffk so much.

8. If she/he become your enemy, the reason is..
- He gay with my boyfriend.

9. The most desirable thing to do on her/him is?
- Talking cock because we just click.

10. The overall impression of her/him is..
- reliable person besides being good at ffk.

1. What is the relationship of you and her/him?
- A considered family member.

2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him?
- Talk machine. Camwhore level tak nak kalah like me. Eat. Game addict. Talk and eat.

3. The most memorable things she/he had done for you.
- Damn terlalu banyak la. One of them would be a MMS of singing me birthday song on my 21^st.

4. The most memorable things she/he have said to you.
- That she is proud of me :)

5. If she/he become your lover, you will..
- be a great lesbo partner to her.

6. If she/he become your enemy, you will..
- not do anything to her because I scared of Ricky chua.

7. If she/he become your lover, she/he has to improve on..
- her lesbo kinky action.

8. If she/he become your enemy, the reason is..
- She scolds me til I cry because I eat her food.

9. The most desirable thing to do on her/him is?
- jalan jalan cari makan and gossip the world throughout the journey. We gossip smart and not spreading nonsense like some people, very not nice lor kan.

10. The overall impression of her/him is..
- she defines 'bff' :)

okok a bit of update from Friends cafe.

not that I'm lazy you see, I usually don't stay out too long to online hence no time for update.

Anywaayyyyyyy, these 2 days have been eventful. A dear friend finally got back from Singapore after quite some time. We managed to meet up once he arrived at around 9. Cheeky stories by Kah Heng was something normal, some riddle by Brian, plus loads of lame jokes from me and May. Just a couple of us, a real good laugh at Libra. We then headed to Pure at elevenish, others came by. Ah, these people never failed to make Pure so fun.

Today, first day of Raya, first thing woke up got tarik-ed by mum to next door for visiting. Afternoon went for another visiting of a long lost friend. Shahrul’s a guy I met in high school, Jiwang is his real name. Gan, the more quiet ones, met through PBSM. And Alan Teoh Cheng Lock! :) Oh man, how these people bring back memories. It was the rendang that got us so high on the dining table, and started all sorts of stupid stories of the past. Boy, 5 years since we had a real catch up, we even look at the high school magazine! Just.. awesome, thanks ;)

And now, am leaving for Libra again in a bit to meet the KNI! Woot! And also my long-time-no-see high school friends, people I so wanna meet for so long.
Damn, it’s gonna be fun this Raya!

Til then,

SELAMAT HARI RAYA to all!

Please have a safe drive wherever you go and have a great Raya!