blackrose

i am the back.

so how did i do.. erm... not THATTTT BAD.... but not near to good either. i've counted, had lost roughly about 30+% so far, excluding those minor mistakes here and there. can only afford to lose 50 max :( *pray hard*
and after exam, one can be seen either damn depress or happy.
h-a-p-p-y, as in..
"YAAAY ASR IS FUCKING OVEEEEERRRRRRRRR!!!!!"
okay, it's still not end of exam YET.

but there were more gloomy faces la. like my this friend, very nice of her to go like this..
you think you can pass meeehh!?
WAAA....don't use the "MEEEEHHH" AGAIN cann ah?? (second time she repeated already)

WTF! DON'T TALK TO ME LIKE THAT CAN!?
i know la i didn't do well, in fact, nobody did.
goddamnit. don't talk to me like THAT laa... it's like a curse wei.. fuck man. 2, 3 times some more.

each time after one paper, automatically i keep all the notes aside, knowing that i'm not gonn' see them again. but this time, don't know whether to 'categorise' my ASR notes as RUBBISH, or keep.... cause i might need them again. aahhh......
and now i feel tak biasa not studying ASR... hahah.. damnit. stop revolving around my life laa...


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okay 2 papers' DOWN. can't believe ASR is over :))))))
Derivatives Securities and Auditing to go. 2 more, and i'm SO done.
time just flies, so fast and furious. how i've came so far.....
gonn' be a last year degree student, and soon, work. wuah.. old woman.

oh btw, i'm considering of taking 3 papers next sem (supposingly 4 per sem). if so, i'll only grad in end of 2008. i fear of getting myself so pressured again, and after hearing complaints and comments from the seniors, next sem's finance paper kills. still under consideration tho'.
guess my parents shoud be okay about it kua. the other day was telling my mum how stressful i am for this exam and study so hard but still might fail, and she was like..
fail fail laa.. we also never put so much pressure on you why go stress your ownself. it's not like you're the only person who will fail. at least we know you've tried your best.. no need to be so stress 1 la...
i knoww............. *="( *

so touched. but i just don't want to fail... you know.. (sounds so kiasu i know) aih.
but the school fees and living expenses here are not cheap at all. cost vs. benefit.

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anyway, lately i've been rejecting a lot of invitation of going out. really sorry! not that i want right... *lovelove*
so who wanna date me on Wednesday 1230pm? i will be more than happy to lepak and do nothing with you. hahaa.... DATE ME! *hinting the babies* :)

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saturday makes me lazy. ahhh.... audit audit audit.........