blackrose

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thank YOU for making my april so awesome (despite of those phuckup assignments lar),
nfaz . feez* . juneTaling . maypin . hatchback crew . juan@nippleboi . blake . sindi . jason . darren . euling . thanu . hochun . junching . alextokyo . xiaogui . hoo-bryan-stank . matt kiddo . and whoever i met during any of these april parties, thank you =)

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*sigh* i can already feel the 'falling sick' symptom. noooooooooooo........... not now pleasee..........="(
seriously, i've never been THIS tense over assignments. this sem is really killing me. i dread of failing. no howsoochin u cannot and won't!

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again,
ZILLION THANKS TO NFAZ AND THE HATCHBACK CREW.
with loads of love.

jz kill me larrr.................................................!!

i swear....... i swear assignments have already shortened my life for at least 2 months.

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ME WANT,

• 36 hours a day.
• be assignment-free.
• cash, kaching!
• no dramas.
  
• vacation, sunset sandy beach & babies.
• shopping & shopping.
• GOOD food, TGIF & Shogun.
• more of beauty sleepssss.
• HomeSweetHome.
• mama's yummie fooooood.
• more cash, $$$$.
• conflicts no more. [?]
  
• the rock-my-world nfaz & hatchback crews.
  
• you'll be back soon.
• alcohol by the pool.
• less birthdays (for this month) = less $ outflow = more $ inflow
• of course, MORE & MORE MONAYY!
  

*joins aya's $ donation club.* T_T

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oh btw, CitroënBlack MAC 188 was spotted right in front of taylors today. who owns it now? *wave wave at jintun~*
stalks me all the way from bb to ss15. good car.

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present:
drizzly Thursday 5am.


THURSDAY ALREADY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg omg omg laaaaaaaa...................

Saturday - 22.4.2006.

i could vividly remember i was at friends cafe wit my babes n d guys, hanging out and tattling as usual.
1am, the time mama usually calls to ask where my ass is and to be home asap. (well, that was then.)
and there, me and vaneh headed for home at bout 1am.


exactly a year ago, a sorrow Sunday morning - 23.4.2006.

met up wit aya for breakfast at southern chicken at bb before me n vaneh had to go back KL. my phone rang just right when i got down from the car. i got stunned, and shocked of my life getting to know the most unpleasant news i ever wanted to hear, the news of a dear friend passed away. the moment of truth and shock, never will be faded away. never.
the indescribable horrible feelings was the worst thing ever happened.


**TC, WE ALL MISS YOU DEARLY. RIP.** you're always loved. <3

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if i do die one day silently, i just wanna say I LOVE U ALL. i've done so much in life because of u guys, ups and downs i've been thru all. the greatest family that i couldnt ask for more, greatest babes and friends who never failed to love me, greatest boyfriend who takes me for who i am, i have the greatest love of all. blessed with loves and absolutely have no regrets. (although there are many still left to be achieved.)

somehow i strongly believe that ones' destiny and death are already fated. when it's time, any thing can be a killer. for instance, lighting strike and die under a tree. it's ridiculous. but yes, it happened.

i've always, always wonder how long more i could live in this world. who knows.. anything can happen anytime anywhere. and all that we could do is to be more precautious of what we're doing. we can't prevent things to happen at all.


LOVE U ALL. FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART.

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sorry if i unintentionally emo-ed any of you about this post. i love you. =) *hugs*

so tired =(

wishing there's 36 hrs a day *scowls*
i seriously feel lacking of hrs. too much of works, too much of entertainment, too much of assignments, too lil hrs of beauty sleep! dammit!
no, do not ask me to cut down leisure activities. bcz i work hard. bcz i definitely work harder than u. bcz i think i deserve to play to credit myself. bcz i bliv ones life must be balanced out. so play hard n work hard! but.........im so totally worn out now. but have 2 assignments to do. =(

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weekends are all bout FUNness.
yes. been attending godknowshowmany partays n clubbings few weeks in a row.
lotsa drinks, lotsa chickas, lotsa frens, lotsa photos, lotsa cakes, lotsa fun!
man....someone shud really stop the parties. im so broke. =(

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thanks to YOU, brought me to breaking my principle of NOT drinking while clubbing. YOU were once someone i treasured so much n shared secrets wit, but YOU'r not even a 'friend' anymore. thanks for everything. u suck.

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take me for who i am. <3

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it means nth to you WE know that.
efforts really do mean nth? i doubt so.

morning folks! it's 6.45am. *yawn*
no. i dun get up so earli.. n blog. okay i stayed up d whole nite doin stupid researches n it's 1 hr to auditing class. *YAWWWWNNN* wanted to rest for a short while but knowing tat im gonna wake up again only at 12pm, here i am =) morninggg..... *YAWN...again*

class til 10 n meeting vaneh for breakfast at pappercorn. n there im off to mlk!
dear vaneh, bcz of ur bday hor, i yawned for Godknowshowmanytimes to rush for my assignment. i cud actually do during d weekend but since i hadta go back, i hand up today instead of sunday! love me u betta.

partay partay n more partay during april. my poor wallet can handle no more longer. hopefully in may, everyone's wallet get to RIP.

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happy birthday happy birthday & more HAPPY BIRTHDAYss :


20/4 - sihong and xiao gui
24/4 - alexDJtokyo
27/4 - baokang-d-pilot
28/4 - UTSduncan
29/4 - eugene-to-d-jintun!

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*YAWWWWN...non-stop*

>_<

i had a great time.
my babes were awesome. frens tat ive met lately, they totally made my days a blast.


but i nvr....i NVR tot i wud hav the worst day....... of the yr too. so far.

i am so hating IT !!! phuckdamnit.................................... $%@#&%^*$##$^#%&*& !!!!
u must be wondering ya. let me tell u.
all d pix tat ive taken wit YOU r gone. all d songs tat YOU've bluetoothed to me, r gone too.
do NOT ask me why, only God knows where they r. come back......... =(
man...... wut did i do???? wuts wrong with transfering d files to my pc thru an original motorola usb cable?? my 'memory' jz phucking gone within 2 mins. *depress mode*

im confused.
hate the phone? memory card? pc?
admit n give em' back to me plz. they mean alot. =(



technology is attacking me nowadays. bring me back to paleolithic stone age.
damn! GGGRRRrrr.............. >=[

the story of 5 machos n 2 chickas will be up later on. pix r not uploaded yet.

for now, howsoochin is dead tired.
apa lagi, tak cukup tido!
notwithstanding the exhaustion, i bet everyone had funsssss! hor cheeky?? =D
p/s: to my darlingssss, wish u guys were here. *XOXO

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can u believe it, one week jz gone like tat. tmr is monday again. ARGGHHHH! *muka grumpy*
man.....i basically spent d whole week doin assignment, wtf? thk God u guys came, otherwise my week is totally equals to WTF. thx folks, i did have a real gud time, even shopping aimlessly, perhaps it's been a while. =) 'on the rawk' la u guys! =DDD n oh, hav added a new fren to my handbags crew, shes black. hee.... *winks winks at vaneh* ;)

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oh ya, it seems tat goin to UncleLim's place is becoming a 'trend' nowadays, er.. i mean among the 1986-ians, only. all've been waiting not so patiently for their birthdays ever since the beginning of this yr. so to get d preciuos 'golden key of 21' + angpaosss, while d rest, casino. -_- i'd go to d former one. within this week itself, i already had 3 ppl asking me to genting. sorry larr.... find one day, one fine day. =)



beautiful sunday morning. but, 24hrs to go class. *sigh*

SO sedehhh..........................

i dun understand.

i dun understand why ruthless n uncivilized human still exist, they shud really gotohell. inventin all sort of viruses n feed em' into every PC 'alive' they cud. whilst ppl like us, havta do assignments every other nite, and in d end, our laptop jz got attacked by the bug. how great is that when ur PC hangs n wut u cud do is jz stare cock at ur UNsaved filessssss.... helplessly.

okay, i kno i was being dumb accepting d file. but i did it without hesitation bcz i tot it was a 'photo album' from jamie! jamie is in US, n for her sending me a 'photo album' is not sumthing very fishy rite? accept only la...=(

i am SO truly super-many sorry to those tat accpeted 'my request'. it automatically spreaded thru my msn. damn guilty!!

the bad news is, my msn or laptop is infected by virus & co.
the gud news is, thx to d amazing invention or RECOVERY FILES system in microsoft words. my assignment din got flushed away.... like tat.
den i got so many incoming msg saying, "susu kena virus!!" yes, i kno...already. -_-"

n when juan suggested me to dl this free anti-virus program,
"u really chuakenjuan?"
"yalaaaa....u think virus can reply u so smart!"
"how i kno...sked got conned by mr. virus again ma. =D"

hehe..sorri n thx juan! ok..juan's not d only one. i did this too "eh u realli leeweehan?" haha
eh i got realli terrified ok. in d middle of the night, stupiak virus haunted my nite!

i feel so......so... april fool again. d time i really got fooled, super teruk-ly. *sigh*

gonna do scanning to d poor laptop n off to bed now. virusisgoingtohellnow.com.
gdnite/morning, world.

k30z says:
dinner
ςůƏ² ιž мэ says:
i just brought my magi to my room
ςůƏ² ιž мэ says:
-_-
k30z says:
aiseh
ςůƏ² ιž мэ says:
so kesian eat magi....duno how to ask earlier
k30z says:
i just wake up leh
k30z says:
throw away la
k30z says:
haha
ςůƏ² ιž мэ says:
im no pilot (PS: k3oz flies for AirAsia)
k30z says:
takkan u wan eat maggie
ςůƏ² ιž мэ says:
i AM eatin
ςůƏ² ιž мэ says:
magi
k30z says:
ape lar
k30z says:
i hungra
ςůƏ² ιž мэ says:
ur hsemate?
k30z says:
they HAPPENING 1
k30z says:
alwiz got things 2do
ςůƏ² ιž мэ says:
i also happening
ςůƏ² ιž мэ says:
i got maggi
k30z says:
maggie i got lots
k30z says:
i more happening
ςůƏ² ιž мэ says:
eat la den
ςůƏ² ιž мэ says:
happening ppl only eat magi
k30z says:
not healthy lar
ςůƏ² ιž мэ says:
healthy ppl not happening la!
k30z says:
haha
k30z says:
not happening later KO faster
ςůƏ² ιž мэ says:
adi enjoyed life, KO earlier nvm
ςůƏ² ιž мэ says:
not happening live so long for wut?
k30z says:
maggie u enjoy?
ςůƏ² ιž мэ says:
no
ςůƏ² ιž мэ says:
but finished



i damn mean =D

xx says:
sue.. i finally fall into the hawt category alrd
xx says:
hahaha
ςůƏ² ιž мэ says:
.....


*SWEAT*



whether or not u're hawt i still love u la okay... yo....

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today my streamyx connection fucked up n bloody spoilt my mood. online, can. 10mins dc once. wtf? of all days, it must happened when i ada mood to start my assignment................. mother. n at d moment i have 3 assignments to be done... by end of d week! how man =(

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btw, van's 21st celebration was awesome =) d princess was so happy wit d tiara on.

VIRGO - The One that Waits
Dominant in relationships. Someone
loves them right now.. Always wants the
last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal.
Easy to talk to. Everything you ever
wanted. Easy to please. The one and
only.


SCORPIO - The Addict
EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves
to joke. Very Good sense of humor.
Energetic. Predict future. GREAT
kisser. Always get what they want..
Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in
long relationships. Talkative.
Romantic. Caring.


LIBRA - The Lame One
Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love
is one of a kind.. Silly, fun and
sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most
caring person you will ever meet!
however not the kind of person you
wanna mess with... u might end up
crying...


ARIES - The Liar
Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one
to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser
EXTREMELY adorable. Loves
relationships, Addictive. Loud. 16
years of bad luck if you do not
forward.


AQUARIUS - Does It In The Water
Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser.
One of a kind. Loves being in long-term
relationships. Extremely energetic.
Unpredictable. Will exceed your
expectations. Not a Fighter, But will
Knock your lights out.


GEMINI - Irresistible
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great
listeners Very Good in the you know
where... Lover not a fighter, but will
still knock you out. Trustworthy..
Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing
VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has
a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong.
THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE.


LEO - The Lion
Great talker. Attractive and
passionate. Laid back. Knows how to
have fun. Is really good at almost
anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable.
Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive.
Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long
relationships. Talkative. Not one to
mess with. Rare to find. Good when
found.


CANCER - The Cutie
MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal.
Love is one of a kind. Very romantic.
Most caring person you will ever meet!
Entirely creative. Extremely random and
proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous. Great
telling stories. Not a Fighter, But
will Knock your lights out if it comes
down to it. Someone you should hold on
to.


PISCES - The Partner for Life
Caring and kind. Smart. Center of
attention. High appeal. Has the last
word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun
to be around.Extremely weird but in a
good way. Good Sense of Humor!!!
Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she
wants. Loves to joke. Very popular.
Silly, fun and sweet.


CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent.
Sexy. Predict future. Irresistible.
Loves being in long relationships.
Great talker. Always gets what he or
she wants. Cool. Loves to own Gemini's
in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to
joke. Smart.


TAURUS - The Tramp
Aggressive. Loves being in long
relationships. Likes to give a good
fight for what they want. Extremely
outgoing. Loves to help people in times
of need. Good kisser. Good personality.
Stubborn. A caring person. One of a
kind. Not one to mess with. Are the
most attractive people on earth!

a short ones.

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY
my dearest hawt vaneh!

i love u.
we love u.

even if one day u turn un-hawt, we will still love u! XD
XOXO~





besides vaneh, happy 21st CHEEKY kiwen! thx for d invitation dude. rawk la ur band, too bad cant c u from d outside as too many small kid fans blocked the view. anyhow, cheekiwen in d band sure rawk la eh! hope u like d pressie =]

other (belated) birthday shout out :
6/4 : George.
7/4 : BenLow
8/4 : Wilking. Joe.
9/4 : Joneil. KaiZhang. Yeehui.

OMG. why ppl rebut to give birth within these few days?

<- introducing, the man i respect most, my dad.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPAAAA~~!

yes, he nvr REALLY smile in all d pix his entire life. dun assume. he's not garang or ganas or gatal or wutever. his joke, so lame tat make u gone speechless. hardly bawl out too. rmbing each time me being screwed i sure cry =p takut ler.. 1 time shoot kau kau 1. well, if he reali burst means wrong's on me d la. hehe.. hmm but can be a lil anti-social at times. cacat 1... n my bro is SO him. i can totally c my bro as a father next time =/ owh den, my dad is old version of jaychow la? muahaha.. cz my bro will look like this when hes 50. confirm! love em' so much. nvr once failed to feel thkful of having them. 'i love u dad i love u mum' is not our thing at home. but u kno u love u pa =]

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11am,
walked home jz rite after brunch wit my mate. saw marcia from far...q far. so tot of wishin her happie holiday.

"hey marcia!" dgn happy nyer i shouted, bout half a km away.
*'marcia' turned*
*ops.....not marcia!! wtf. y look d same one!? shit. $%^@$&&*^$#%! i turned n smiled..to d air.act selamba!*

-_-"

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suppose to be packing now but damn malas!
leaving for mlk in bout an hr time. seeseeeyouu~

DONE!

im so freaking done wit all d midterm papers i have. horrible headache is attackinh me now but damn lazy to sleep. ya, lazy. =p i realised i dun LIKE sleeping each time declaring 'merdeka'. duno why. damn hiao.

anywaysss, exams was all gud n im satiated. i actually had 1 paper screwed up..due to over confidence *swt* damit. but heck..... im over it! now on gotta online like 24hrs to work on my assignments, which i have 4 on hand now. sigh. wtf is a ONE-WEEK holiday for? i even hav to be back for meeting during d break. bloody.

at d moment, jz cant wait to be home again. miss EVERYTHING in mlk. n q v d excited for those upcoming bday parties. gonna be SO broke! disadvantage for those near end yr bday folks. hehe.. meantime adi have 4 invitations for april. hm...

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12pm,
lynn : eh, u go for gal's ass or boobs?
kelv : face.
lynn : ass OR boobs doink.
*d guys started to think hard*
hehe...today's topic was fun. tats wut we basically do for a 3-hr lunch.
tat 1 thing tat click me well wit d guys, is tat we love hot chicks =D

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anti-conflicts. one <3.

noooooooooooooooo............................!
$@#$%#^&$^%*$E%$#!!



plz send me to the depression rehab.

jz received a msg from a cousin, a 1 yr older than me female cuz. n one of the q close cuz to me. she msg as usual i was expecting her asking me for lunch or dinner. but no.


"hey dear, im getting married this june."
*O_O totally stoned, duno wut to reply.*
"Hey, congratess! =)" my replied. sounds lame?
after a while..i sent another msg to wish her bla bla bla..

......


n JUST.....i mean JUST A MIN AGO..........
she replied
"hey today is april fool lar...hahaha"


phuck myself. i feel so stupid......SECOND TIME ALREADY.....................!
mother. @#%$&^$#E$&^%!!!

fine.....nvm at least i hav THREE victims lznite *proud*
victims name list is below:
1. leeeweeeehan
2. ayaCHUAGUEYLING
3. kni

GOTCHA!

victory. XD