blackrose

Saturday - 22.4.2006.

i could vividly remember i was at friends cafe wit my babes n d guys, hanging out and tattling as usual.
1am, the time mama usually calls to ask where my ass is and to be home asap. (well, that was then.)
and there, me and vaneh headed for home at bout 1am.


exactly a year ago, a sorrow Sunday morning - 23.4.2006.

met up wit aya for breakfast at southern chicken at bb before me n vaneh had to go back KL. my phone rang just right when i got down from the car. i got stunned, and shocked of my life getting to know the most unpleasant news i ever wanted to hear, the news of a dear friend passed away. the moment of truth and shock, never will be faded away. never.
the indescribable horrible feelings was the worst thing ever happened.


**TC, WE ALL MISS YOU DEARLY. RIP.** you're always loved. <3

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if i do die one day silently, i just wanna say I LOVE U ALL. i've done so much in life because of u guys, ups and downs i've been thru all. the greatest family that i couldnt ask for more, greatest babes and friends who never failed to love me, greatest boyfriend who takes me for who i am, i have the greatest love of all. blessed with loves and absolutely have no regrets. (although there are many still left to be achieved.)

somehow i strongly believe that ones' destiny and death are already fated. when it's time, any thing can be a killer. for instance, lighting strike and die under a tree. it's ridiculous. but yes, it happened.

i've always, always wonder how long more i could live in this world. who knows.. anything can happen anytime anywhere. and all that we could do is to be more precautious of what we're doing. we can't prevent things to happen at all.


LOVE U ALL. FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART.

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sorry if i unintentionally emo-ed any of you about this post. i love you. =) *hugs*