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I was dragged to Barsonic last night, as in Saturday night after attending a friend’s open house. I swear I nearly dozed off in the club. Nevertheless, I like the music a lot despite the crowd was just okay and that most people (/girls) actually prefer R&B. Barsonic plays Trance. Don't mind going again!

Ampang Suzie mamak at 3am.

From what I remember (wasn’t even near to high, I could seriously just stand sleeping anywhere. SO SLEEPY!), it was about 5AM when I arrived home.

A call from dad at 3.30PM, don’t know what I talked and sleep back.

I woke up again, finally. Owh, 1AM.

24 – 4 = 20 hours of sleep. SHWEEEET. Hell of a record.

And man, what’s wrong with me.. frightened myself up in between a couple of times, thinking that I was late or supposed to be at work. wtf. Also yesterday while on the way home after suzie mamak, I was SO sleepy that I had no idea what was I saying to my friend, suddenly a “FIGURE” word just popped out from my mouth when we’re talking about…. I don’t remember, but definitely nothing to do with 1234.

It’s like..

“which way do you take to go to KL everyday?”
“yea.. that figure.. where to get har..”
“HUH? What did you say?!?”
“owh.. nothing nothing… what where you saying?”

Don’t know if my friend noticed it, but straight away I get myself back on the conversation cause it was so really fecking embarrassing can. -_- This is common when people are just too sleepy. But why….. why….. WHY “FIGURE”! mahai so geram.

A friend was talking to another friend.

“sue got bf already ah?”
“got.”
“who??”
“her job.”

Figures are eating up my life.

Does anyone know what does it indicate when dreaming of a person died? They said every dream has its meaning... I have this thing that I always dream of people dying, or I walk by dead bodies, or witness some ghastly road accident, or even MYSELF died, etc. I always have creepy dreams that got myself wake up in tears.

I dreamt of the SAME PERSON DIED FOR 3 TIMES! Come to think about it, all 3 times died in almost similar ways. The last 2 times were pretty long time ago but I could still remember the dream vividly. And the 3rd time repeated just when I had my 20hours of sleep. WHAT DOES IT INDICATE, anyone? Should I tell that person? I remember this superstitious believe that I should either tell, or not tell, or tell a 3^rd person, or something like that lar if dream of someone dying. Tell me if you’ve heard of that. Yes, certain things I choose to be pantang of.

I hate this. I hate my dreams, most of my dreams.

I certainly do not want anything NEAR to my dream happen to this person, and anyone I love, especially him. DO NOT TAKE HIM AWAY PLEASE.

"are you scared of dying, sue?"
"nope. but if I do die, I don't wanna die struggling or suffering through some illness, disease or whatever not.. I want to die before I knew that I was gonna leave everyone."
"yeah... same."
"the time will come when it's your turn how ever you avoid it from happening lor.."

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One back, another's leaving.
Safe flight my dear, Vincent.
Who knows our next trip will be your place the next round? =)
Loves, xoxo.

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February Baby
Happy 1 year old, Nic!
Muah!

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Til then,
cheers for a whole new week!

So far, I've missed ALL holiday for 2009. Federal KL public holiday and tomorrow Thaipusam, even ALL the Saturdays since January. 25 hours a day dedicated to my 'bf'. It gets frustrated at times when everyone's enjoying but my ass has to be in the office. But I'm learning the new life, learning to love the job, learning to cope with this hardcore working lifestyle. Which I hope I won't leave the firm as soon as many thought. At least, I like how my time is being occupied now. =]

Anyway, it's clearance this week! woohoooo!! Don't be surprised with my call at 8pm! =DDDD

If I die,
I love you!