blackrose

k30z says:
den do wat now
su² says:
my work
su² says:
lol
k30z says:
u still work?
k30z says:
u chillllllllll la can
k30z says:
i streesss sial see u work
su² says:
...
su² says:
-_-
su² says:
y u soo stress !!???

as at 1AM, Monday.

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Jalan Alor's chicken wings
Petaling Street's lou shu fan
Jalan Ipoh's dim sum
Kepong's steamboat
OUG's pork noodle (chu yok fan)

SO feeling the guilt.......................... thankyouayachuagueyling.


Is there a watch with 28 hours?

Another new record.

9am to 330am, not sleep but crunching figures.

Without excluding 2 hours for lunch and dinner, I didn’t even step out of the building one inch til I could breathe the air again after about 20 hours. Really, insane. And I see no point of sleeping now, leaving for work again in an hour plus. I nearly requested to sleep in the office instead of having to travel so much within a few hours.

Anyway, I was so near to be in heaven (or hell). Or perhaps be in the ICU by now. This guy yelled so loud the second I drove pass. Obviously I wasn’t aware of the whatever-construction that was going on by the highway after a sharp turning followed by a flyover. As of the curve of the road, I could barely even see if there is car in front of me. So bodo.. no warning at all beforehand! STUPID PEOPLE. And a huge stem of a tree hit the ground the moment I look through the mirror. masio really could have been smashed by it, and me being on obituary section today. See, life is way too short to predict. But God decided to have IT extended, a second faster than Him so you could still see me typing this crap now, and pwc could continue having me as a slave.

Going to work soon wtf. Hair also haven’t dry -_-

Finally, some time off spent with the bfs today. :)

He was like.. “wa.. call from sue man.”

Pretty good day. Despite having a whole day work sweating in the office as air-con was not on for its public holiday. Managed to leave at 730pm for dinner! Kay, this isn’t usual for me.

Having had that 20hours of sleep isn’t really helping after all, insomnia that is now. Wanted to do my work, but that blardy VASCO (some device used to connect to company’s server) decided to fail on my lappie now. Grrr…… meh!!

Okay now allow me to show you my (current) second room, the place I spend a 13-hour a day in. Even more than my own bedroom. -_-

Last week was frantically busy and been going to work like a zombie.

I was dragged to Barsonic last night, as in Saturday night after attending a friend’s open house. I swear I nearly dozed off in the club. Nevertheless, I like the music a lot despite the crowd was just okay and that most people (/girls) actually prefer R&B. Barsonic plays Trance. Don't mind going again!

Ampang Suzie mamak at 3am.

From what I remember (wasn’t even near to high, I could seriously just stand sleeping anywhere. SO SLEEPY!), it was about 5AM when I arrived home.

A call from dad at 3.30PM, don’t know what I talked and sleep back.

I woke up again, finally. Owh, 1AM.

24 – 4 = 20 hours of sleep. SHWEEEET. Hell of a record.

And man, what’s wrong with me.. frightened myself up in between a couple of times, thinking that I was late or supposed to be at work. wtf. Also yesterday while on the way home after suzie mamak, I was SO sleepy that I had no idea what was I saying to my friend, suddenly a “FIGURE” word just popped out from my mouth when we’re talking about…. I don’t remember, but definitely nothing to do with 1234.

It’s like..

“which way do you take to go to KL everyday?”
“yea.. that figure.. where to get har..”
“HUH? What did you say?!?”
“owh.. nothing nothing… what where you saying?”

Don’t know if my friend noticed it, but straight away I get myself back on the conversation cause it was so really fecking embarrassing can. -_- This is common when people are just too sleepy. But why….. why….. WHY “FIGURE”! mahai so geram.

A friend was talking to another friend.

“sue got bf already ah?”
“got.”
“who??”
“her job.”

Figures are eating up my life.

Does anyone know what does it indicate when dreaming of a person died? They said every dream has its meaning... I have this thing that I always dream of people dying, or I walk by dead bodies, or witness some ghastly road accident, or even MYSELF died, etc. I always have creepy dreams that got myself wake up in tears.

I dreamt of the SAME PERSON DIED FOR 3 TIMES! Come to think about it, all 3 times died in almost similar ways. The last 2 times were pretty long time ago but I could still remember the dream vividly. And the 3rd time repeated just when I had my 20hours of sleep. WHAT DOES IT INDICATE, anyone? Should I tell that person? I remember this superstitious believe that I should either tell, or not tell, or tell a 3^rd person, or something like that lar if dream of someone dying. Tell me if you’ve heard of that. Yes, certain things I choose to be pantang of.

I hate this. I hate my dreams, most of my dreams.

I certainly do not want anything NEAR to my dream happen to this person, and anyone I love, especially him. DO NOT TAKE HIM AWAY PLEASE.

"are you scared of dying, sue?"
"nope. but if I do die, I don't wanna die struggling or suffering through some illness, disease or whatever not.. I want to die before I knew that I was gonna leave everyone."
"yeah... same."
"the time will come when it's your turn how ever you avoid it from happening lor.."

Almost everyday I hear of people dying. None of them are close to me nor I know them, fortunately. But these are the things that alarm how you should cherish the one beside you now. Things often happen when you realised it's all too late. I learn life is short.

workaholic.


auditors' lives are crazy.

me: How did you even handle this life for a year?
senior: I also don't know man.....
me: =/ Amazing............

still, not dread going to work yet


Owh btw,
HAPPY (belated) CHINESE NEW YEAR!
:D


Til then, laters.