blackrose

Still remember vividly those days during primary school, almost all girls gone dumb blond when it comes to Backstreet Boys. And certainly, I was one damn freaking BIG fan of them back then. As well the elder sister. She loved collecting BSB tapes (TAPES!!) and whatever new videos or album that’s available in the market. And God knows why we just never got bored watching em' over and over again, that’s why the (old) song lyrics are still in my finger tips! Almost all! I still love their (old) songs!

And just when my kegila-gilaness for BSB was about to get evaporated, they’re back!

:D

Their new songs, to be frank, not as nice if to be compared. But who cares, they’re still BSB!!

Thank You Thank You Thank You Thank You Thank You Thank You Thank You Thank You for the ticket!!

Brian’s darn cute. AJ likes to..hhmmhump. Nick, according to blake, “damn fat sial!”. Howie, jules said he damn yeng, but I don’t quite agree.

Anywayyyyy, photos later.

Sunburst and Celine Dion next. So frigging expensive :(

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After reading this from aya's, it somehow impact me that I need to vote!!

"it's not about winning. because yes, we will lose.
it's not about losing in glory, because there's hardly much glory.
it's about making a statement.
imagine if it was a 99 to 1 end result.
if anything happened, that 1, would have no say to the whole fiasco
because c'mon, its only 1.
but if it was a 49, the gov wouldn't get too out of hand
they'd still give more consideration on their actions
because there are people there to voice out their objections
that would give the slightest bit of change in where we are standing now."

Above statement was copy paste directly from her blog. It was never in the thought that, i could probably make a different, even with that 0.000000000000000000001%. The issue of voting has been going round lately and many have asked whether i will vote, and i would say

"ah.. don't give a damn la not like it's gonna make any difference at all."

"ya lorrr! aihz."

But not exactly. If everyone were to have that kind of thinking, and don't give a shit about it, die lar!

It'll end up 100-0 someday in the future!

so, VOTE!! If you have registered. Save the ___ !

But hmm.. I doubt I still can register by now eh? =/

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And today is... Leap Day!

Finallyyyy........................................

Happy Birthday
Happy Birthday
Happy Birthday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JEREMY-the-LeapDay-baby!

*Happy Birthday to you FOUR times!*
Because of you waiting for four years to celebrate once again. FUH!
I can barely imagine how happy you are to listen to happy birthday song again. And sorry that you had to skip your 21st birthday. lolx.
HAVE A BLAST, jeremy!!


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I found... and i damn like!!!

LOLx. Ken's been stealing away your food these years!

Damn chomel!! hahahahaha.. i damn like la howw!?
so gonna transform you become like that again. :D
Itu la macam wang li hom!
*cubitt!*

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Yes yes yes sayangs... I will try to catch up with the some of you in Malacca kayz..
Time constraint lar!! :(

*blogging from the library*

just had my very first 8am class since class started. it feels like... waking up early in the morning and dressing up in formal to get to EY.
unfortunately, it's walking to the class with the selipar.

I honestly believe that if every lecturer is as fun&funny as Mr. Elvin, i would really enjoy going to classes. Still, there are lecturers will never understand how a student feels to be back again to class, AT BLOODY 8AM after 3months, and kept pushing for answer and participation. Who on earth do homework for the first week lar? Er… okay actually a lot but not me. And for goodness sake, don’t eat sweet while you’re teaching. In case the sweet ‘fly’ out, AGAIN. Gross.

“Limited or no connectivity”
WTF is this thing repeating over and over every single time I tried to get online. Fcuk it damn tulan. cannot online again. ccbccbccb. I pay YOU (streamyx) not to get this kind of service okay!! Damnit.

And the house got no water supply with the weather like THIS! Tulan x 2!!

tagged by WeiLi quite some time ago.

- Introduction -

First Name - How
Nickname - milky. sue. susu. milk. milkies. ah chin (ONLY ah kong has the right to call)
Name you wish you had - something like, Jessica Alba? so i'd be as sizzling!
What do people normally mistake your name as - when i was smaller, SUCI. and once this noob goes like "harrrr!! SO CHEAP!!" -__-
Birthday - 21 July 86'
Birthplace - Malacca
Time of Birth - night if not mistaken
Single or taken - culik by machoman.
Zodiac sign - 69 Cancer

-Your Appearance-

How tall are you - Around 5 ft 1 + ?
Wish you were taller - Yes. But wish my mum was taller instead.
Eye color - Dark brown
Eye color you want - Probably slightly lighter brown
Natural Hair color - Such thing as 'light' black? hehe
Current Hair color - a LITTLE goldish at the bottom end, coloured long time ago.
Short or long hair - Long
Ever dye your hair a bizarre color - Yea once. Dad got so stress and couldn't handle it so i went back the next day to darken it.
Curly,Straight,Wavy - Wavy
Last time you did something dramatic with your hair - I have really low maintenance on my hair unlike any other girls. I don't even have a comb and I can don't step into the hair saloon for years. I like the way it is.
Glasses or contacts - Both.
Do you wear make-up - Yea
Ever had hair extensions - Nope
Paint your nails - Yes

-In the opposite gender-

What color eyes - Natural
What color hair - As simple as possible. Natural colour the best.
Shy or Outgoing - Both. Not too hyper, not TOO shy cause must layan me!!
Looks or personality - 25% 75%. So long he knows how to dress up nicely, but not kua cheong.
Sexy or Cute - Cute face and sexy body! Machoo! :D
Serious or Fun - Both. And matured.
Older or Younger than you - Doesn't really matter but he MUST be matured.
A turn on - Polo T with jeans, or shirt with a quarter pants. Simple :)
A turn off - Tight jeans showing off thier ass, overdressed with 'check-out-my-bling-bling-yo!', wear shades indoor wtf, etc. LALA should have a world of thier own, NOT in Malaysia.

-This or that-

Flowers or Chocolate - Chocolates
Pepsi or Coke - Coke
Rap or Rock - Rock
Relationship or One night stand - Relationship
School or Work -At the moment, school
Love or Money - More to love
Movies or Music - Both
Country or City - Love to try country
Sunny or Rainy days - Depends
Friends or Family - I believe family always come first. But i would die without my friends!

-Have you ever-

Lied - NO. oppsss! i did it again! =x
Stole something - Really, don't think so...
Smoked - No. Never thought of trying.
Hurt someone close to you - Yea
Broke someone's heart - Yea
Had your heart broken - Yea
Wondered what was wrong with you - At times.
Wish you were a prince/princess - Never came across my mind.
Liked someone who was taken - Never. Won't.
Shaved your head - No. Face too 'bally' to try!
Been in love - Yes
Used chopsticks - Yep. The correct traditional method!
Sang in the mirror to yourself - No. That's a funny thing to do.

- Favorites - *according to the current mood*

Flower - Roses
Candy - Chocolates
Song - '2 become 1' is the new trend! :D
Scent - Anything nice but not too strong
Color - Black & red.
Movie - 'I am legend'. Movie of the year.
Singer - Some damn low profile local singer, hoe chai.
Word - Noobster!
Junk food - Popato chippppu!!
Website - Taylor's Online
Lotion - Victoria's Secret. Steal from mum.
Animal - my ah pui!!

Ever cried over someone - Yes
Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself - Yes. Wanna fit into smaller size jeans!
Do you think you're attractive - Don't know but he said i cantik. hehe..
If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose - No idea
Do you play any sports - Not really. But if really have to pick one, it'll be jogging.

III

The rules:-
Link to your tagger and post these rules.- List (8) random facts about yourself and tag (8) people

1. I love my siblings but never told them 'i love u'.
2. I cry to release tension and cry each time during final exam.
3. I walk to class everyday but get fairer instead.
4. I don't eat the bak inside bak kut teh. I don't care if Klang has the best bak kut teh in the world.
5. I only got ONE A for UPSR. My favourite class was PJ class. Automatically known as the stupidest child in the family and since then i became kiasu to beat them all!
6. I love my close friends damn frigging much.
7. I love dancing on the dance floor, i need not alcohol to make me move.
8. The first and last time i failed was the very first add maths paper in form 4, and never again since then. I damn bangga. Survival in Taylor's!

8 people I tag: *i always do last and has nobody to tag!*

1. xiashien
2. leiyoon
3. mark
4. chiayi
5. kokwen (I'd be surprised to see this in your blog. Doubt you will even reach this note here :D)
6. whoever
7. whoever
8. whoever

YOU should know I fcuking care and take our friendships as part of me. So mark the words you should say to others, hmm.. look at yourself perhaps? I admit i'm an emotional bastard and it hurts alot to hear things like that. The disappointment was great. But who am i to say shit when i'm in the wrong? Sorry but still, upset.

First time of me having a ‘short’ distance relationship…. I would appreciate it if you would understand. Yes, the blame’s on me myself and i'll not blame anyone but i hope for understanding attitude :( seriously wish i had a GOD DAMN CAR to go around. Was in PJ for 2 months and taking the car out was only by chances. I tried sucking out even just 5 minutes to meet him cause I know he’s one of them, phone calls all the way from Singapore meant so much. As well the one from Sydney. I admit the amount of time we spend is less but that doesn’t mean I've forgotten about you (not pointing at anyone in exact). PJ silenced when everyone ended their internship and back to Malacca. And there’s when he came into the picture. I don’t appear at Pure as frequent simply because I don’t drink anymore. Love the music still but I’m just too aged and drained for them. Quitted clubbing in KL for months and got drunk only ONCE for the last break up, unlike the very last time. AND I refrained myself from drinking even before him, don’t even start saying. Now I have green tea instead, SO? I had good times bad times in Pure, and no doubt I definitely love the place. Wanted to go during CNY but you know I was in bad shape.

Yes I've changed. And I'm fcuking glad with me being more healthy and living a better lifestyle. Partly because of him, mostly because for myself.

People just won’t stop talking. It’d be thoughtful of you to understand. And you should know when I’m back in Malacca, I don’t go sms or calling the whole Malacca aight.. even my parents until I ring the door bell! Sadly, only a handful would go “it’s ok susu!” and more of “yanayana… whatever”.

But still, thank you guys. And sorry if in any way I offended any of you or this friendship of us.

i sincerely appreciate OUR friendships <3

CNY for me is awesome this year. As usual I’ve never won in any gambling session just like any other years but I enjoyed the fun of losing! Lol. Not too much lar and it’s ok ma once a year ;)

And OWH! The special thing this year is that I got myself into a snatched victim one day before eve! Damn you motherfuckerccbsangchaimousifat may you burn in hell! Need not curse anymore I bet you’ve already turned into ashes. Yea.. as sueh as that and it happened in Malacca when I least expected. Was suffering my ass off on eve and first week of CNY had to go visiting with fcuking ugly scratches! And now my dad damn pantang I go out with handbag wtf -_-“ I was basically a zombie then.

When you can't wear a jeans (for CNY!!!), really... ccb.

Apart from that, it's the first time having a 2 week break for CNY ever since I was in Taylor’s. Best thing, what else, more ang paos! Movie marathon from house to house, karaoke with the never ending ‘2 become 1’, gambling sessions which I’ve never won a single buck, peanut butter cookies yang tak jadi, etc. Sweeeeet~!

Hmm not too many visiting though. I was cacated.

Thanks to those who've turned up at my door :)

everyone's favourite.

Then it came the Vday when everyone beria-ia for surprises. Well, I had a simple yet terrific night. How’s yours all my darlings? :)

Thank you, noob!

*loves*

damn i need a damn car! now!
NOWW!
keretaa!
damnit.

KERETA CAR!

i wanna be there :(

so no life can die lar in subang.
want go sbux!!!!

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really, don't laugh.

aya, 蔡桂铃 bunny suicides says:
ei ei u noe sumthinggg
aya, 蔡桂铃 bunny suicides says:
this year u gonna celebrate valentine's !!
su² says:
YA LOR!!
su² says:
where will u beee??
su² says:
1st time sial
su² says:
damn lame la.. so old d
aya, 蔡桂铃 bunny suicides says:
hahaha


YES LOR. see told you, don't laugh or "HAR!?"
>_<

apeni. i'm bored!

how fast time flies. it's sunday! 3 days to chinese new year's eve.
before i get myself back to that streamyxless home, here i wish everyone a very prosperous new year and be blessed in health and wealth! kachiinng~ may the lucksssss be with you if you're gonna gamble til the break of dawn. have a blast with the loved ones!


i've done with my internship last thursday, moved back to ss15 and not happy at all. if you know me well, i've never liked that room. we were both exhausted after many hours travelled on the road especially him. so straight headed home.



and what i do in ss15 is 'fat mou', just like friday. when everyone goes to work, dengan bersemangat i tidy up that oh-so-messy-few-months-not-cleaned's room. dust accumulated since the last final exam, or even before. horrible......
buuuuut......... ThankGodIt'sFriday (night)!



and what's next, the konon macho had too much of salad until not feeling well. -___-
damn macho right.. seeee... VEGE OVERLOAD can make you sick XD
so the lesson issssssssss... never have salad for lunch AND dinner! =p
until at night teman Kni to get his shoe at 1U for a couple of hours, then get back and became sleepo again. lol. damn lifeless.


ahh.. that kiddo is back from singapore again, gonn' be meeting up at Laundry later.


oh no, banana leaf makes me a sleepo! *yawnsS*

whoever wanna hang out, tomorrow (monday) noon i shall be free. ring me i'll be at subang.

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i know, i know things happened pretty fast and i know what are you guys thinking.
but no, it's not like that.
so stop asking me to "think properly."
i was worried too, but i'm already off that zone.
i am certain of what it's telling me.

and it's always you you you and you.
how you laughed at me and called me a stupid when i was crying and begging?
isn't this what you want to see? remember those "please... get a life and move on!" messages?
every decision made is by you and i've already lost my right ever since november.

is it wrong to get into a new relationship so fast?
is it wrong to be happy and to smile again?
is it wrong to love and be loved again?

salah? i need some honest opinions.

at least, i'm having the time of my life. rather than looking back at 2007 and whining every other day. but one thing that i'm absolutely certain is that, i will never get another wound like that ever again. owh, 'trauma' is the word :)
and i'm blessed of what i have now.

"why started so fast even before love?"

it takes time to fall out of love and get over someone you love,
exactly, it takes time to wholely love somebody too.

and i've already fallen into it. :)

sorry, somebody just got me triggered on this issue on msn.
bah!

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random.
photoshop is soooo addictive.
and that's why, i'm sleepy!