blackrose

i is at pj

going to sue-bang in a bit

latersssssssss
with loads of pictures! including the hot bf

get back soon!

:)

i had a 'kitchen sink' at 12am. yea it's named for a reason cause they used a sink like container and filled it with ice, fruits and ice cream, and more ice ice bebeh! it's nice, til we all got brain freezed and heart shivered.. er.. haha that's what aya said.

anyway, thanks =]

haven't blow a candle!
wiser wish this time.


parents have been away for a week plus, i've been home alone and for another week it's gonna be. good in a way that i have no 'curfew', yea the folks NEVER realised that i'm already the age where they gave birth to my eldest sis (just a wild guess but should be around there haha). and that was a wish made when i turned 21, okay a wish that failed. hm the bad thing is, i think i need my mum. she got me angpau (for birthday) through a friend even when not around, through the phone i wanted to tell her that badly.. that i... hm wait til she's back. also, a wish from sis earlier. she's concern about me and the bf. i had to tell her what i have to tell. on my birthday itself, that was bad. anyway, regard from my sis, ju.

i have habit of collecting nice greetings, messages and all. but not boh liao forwarded messages la. and it's nice to reflect of what happened from time to time when i read em'. like those birthday wishes 365days ago, some friends stay and wish you again and again even when you turn 50. while some come and go. all and all, thanks for the wishes. :)

i would say it's impossible to gather these people, or this amount of friends ever again. that was one hell of a birthday celebration. by far, best of all time. to who ever's reading this, best of lucks in the days to come, especially those who are currently looking for a job. like me.
better days aheaddddddddd!!!

cheers cheers cheerssssssss!

why so serious?

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i wish..

the resistance was so fecking hard
to hold you...
a touch of your fingers, never seemed so precious
if you only knew, what's filling in me now..

when i've turned to realise that you're not just a rebound like everyone has been saying, you left it all behind.
so strange things have turned up.
you look so familiar just now..

love, now and always.
til one holds my hand again, whom i honestly hope he would be you.

i'm sorry.
you once told to poison me so that i wouldn't run away
so yea, now it's suffocating to just get you out of my mind
it's your fault
it's your fault
it's your fault
it's your fault
it's your fault
...that i love you so much

am glad to have made it to the best gf to you so far
i believe a second chance would make a miracle
i will stop trying when the time comes

ps: no present nothing, but you. i hope to see you

pss: thanks, i've achieved unpredictable result for this last semester while i had you. in fact, hadn't been having result this good for a long time. it was a good ending. thanks, hun.

a day,
so simple so awesome.

we promised to have more..
you promised.

we would be having a great time tomorrow
we would have the whole house our own
we would cook the best dishes, just me and you
we would do the things we do
you would sing me a birthday song
we would have.. we should be..



ridiculous,
but my birthday wish this time would be to turn back time.
yea it's a wish.

Am gonna have to take out the 21st key+padlock pendant in 3 days.
How amazing as it seemed, so much just happened in 365days.
I feel pity my own to recall back…

It wasn’t a real good year as expected afterall.
Still, thanks for the memory.
I rather hear a beautiful lie....

"hand!!"
you've always needed my hand while you drive the car.
why can't you hold it longer, baby?

I feel like a mess lately.
luckily the folks are not in town, freedom in the world.

I need a break, please. put that aside.

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Thank God to this bunch of heng tais who treat me better than a gf!
Thanks.... Thanks...
it's been fortunate to have you people around making me feeling better day by day
despite dedicating all the emo songs in the world to me, you guys have been marvelous.
loves.

Another darling is back last night and we went to the gym together!
Ah Gym is my another best friend too.
and owh, we're so gonna meet Ah Chris!

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