Sunday, June 29, 2008

pocketful of sunshine

Saturday night highlight at Ken's birthday bash.
(No picture for Den's as pictures are in Brian's cam.)

consequence of beer overdosed.. and Liang looks REALLY high.
hmmm...

after 6 months. yea man..

Ken acting sober. emo stoner!
"uncancer uncancer uncancer!"
thanks :]

creamy.... cum.

and you said something.. quite doesn't really make sense that night.
"when your birthday already ah?"
"july 21st, why ler?"
"ohhh... july! i will wish you.. i will wish you k...?"

hmm?
guess stoner can talk about anything at all eh

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You come to love not by finding the perfect person,
but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly.
Don't say you love somebody and then change your mind
Love isn't like picking what movie you want to watch.


Take me away
A secret place
A sweet escape
Take me away
Take me away
To better days
Take me away
A hiding place



 
posted by sue's at 4:26 PM, | 2 Petals of Black Roses
Saturday, June 28, 2008

only hope

it's.. 1 minute to 6 am...

can't sleep..

my brain is so fried.
 
posted by sue's at 5:59 AM, | 2 Petals of Black Roses
Friday, June 27, 2008

and i don't wanna come down...

never that horrible

til you unpack..

______________________


jogging, anyone?
in malacca i mean.

______________________
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so anyway, happy birthday to kawan kawan ku
Ken, happy turning 23. get drunk tomorrow and don't bang the flower pot or whatever it is again.
Den, happy turning 21. have a blast tomorrow night too.

thanks for being great friends :]

________________________

when i lost my faith
you found it and gave it back to me
there's a new light on your halo
it took blind eyes to see
 
posted by sue's at 3:19 PM, | 0 Petals of Black Roses
Tuesday, June 24, 2008

never enough

baby, I love you.


When the road gets dark
And you can no longer see
Let my love throw a spark
Have a little faith in me

And when the tears you cry
Are all you can believe
Just give these loving arms a try baby and
Have a little faith, faith in me

When your secret heart
Cannot speak so easily
Come here baby, from a whisper start
To have a little faith in me

And when your back's against the wall
Just turn around and you, you will see
I will catch your, I will catch your fall just
Have a little faith, faith in me

I've been loving you for such a long, long time
Expecting nothing in return
Just for you to have a little faith in me
You see time, time is our friend
Cos for us there is no end

All you gotta do is have a little faith in me
I will hold you up, I will hold you up and
Your love gives me strength enough to
Have a little faith in me


*edited*

i am seriously having a hard time
to pack
and leave!
omg the rubbish the bajus the crap the books the bags the bajus..
no furniture but 1 trip is not sufficient
i don't know how to continue packing already ler -_-

anyway, am leaving in a couple of hours time.
so many long lost little things found in every corner of the room
which bring back memories
purple color lil piece of note, with NFAZ rules
red color bookmark, "loosing soo chin would certainly be a disaster" lol
heart shape in pink, with the drawing of KingKongz
etc..
i miss these people
i will definitely miss this shit hole

4 years, ain't a short period
i've spend more time here than my new house in Malacca since shifted 4 years back.
yeaa... that's quite bad
however i hate this place, too much of memories down the lane
anyhow still gotta thank the owner
thanks for being the most stingy landlord in the whole wide world
thanks for the fruits from time to time. yea.. she can be nice at times
but we just.. never talked

gotta continue packing
damn

back in Malacca = internetless

bye people
bye ss15
bye Taylor's

hello Home

"wait for cupid to shoot lo :)"

 
posted by sue's at 1:03 AM, | 0 Petals of Black Roses
Monday, June 23, 2008

=|

should i or should i not?
i have the urge to do it now. i can foresee the outcome. the negative ones. that it stops me...
they're.. back again.

need to go home really badly now.
this place is eating me up slowly.
:(


to anyone alive, stop being fcuking sexist can.
at least don't come telling me how great it is to have a dick instead of boobs.
guess i'm getting too much of it.
"girls are cruel."
you have fcuking no idea how cruel can a guy be. so shuddup.
and the problem with guy, ego tak nak kalah.
why? what's wrong with losing when you already know you're in the wrong, still want to win.
why? what's wrong with losing just 1 time?
i certainly understand people never wanna be on losing side. but still...
WHAT'S WRONG WITH JUST ONE TIME!!!???
will die want meh? :(
guys guys guys..

you're just another loser that always wanna be the winner knowing you're not!!
updates.

If everything turns out well, am proud to be a potential graduate from Taylor's with a
bachelor of degree in Accounting and Finance.

Kelly, the girl I'm flying to Sydney with in August.

the above two pictures are especially dedicated to kuni and buluman.
sharing is caring ma :)

Barcelona is one of the worst clubs I've been to.

People i love, are people who love me.
right?

more than words.

"300bucks with air-con and attached bathroom very tai lor can stay forever.."
"ya lo.. pain"
"huh.. can paint meh.. people's house"
"no, my neck pain"

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___________________


and owh, what's your problem?
MYOB.

 
posted by sue's at 2:03 PM, | 0 Petals of Black Roses
Friday, June 20, 2008

more movies

"The secret recipe of the Secret Recipe is nothing."

Kung Fu Panda was released for quite some time but hasn't had the chance. So yea, finally. It's so hilarious that I failed to sleep even though so sleepy, because everyone was basically laughing all the way. And absolutely the right choice of the day, after a hard time, for a real good laugh. But still, so far none can beat Ah Long. Boy, that’s one damn freaking funny show you must watch! No kidding. I don’t mind having a third round thou. Lol.

That’s the original American comedy TV series, Get Smart, in the 1960s. The show is essentially the comedy version of James Bond.

And me with the 3 peelots watched this new big screen version today at Mid Valley. Not too bad, humorous and actions.. Anne Hathaway is hot ;) and oh, Dwayne 'The Rock' Johnson is too. Hehe.

And also a whole lot of good stuff in the upcoming month that i wanna watch.

Hancock’s preview looks really good. Releasing on 2 July.

And The Dark Knight for no doubt. Releasing on 18 July.

I find this picture damn nice

Why leave so early?

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Rainbow is definitely one of the most amazing thing exists. So beautiful that it somehow makes the day better after the hard pour. However, we don't usually see the complete rainbow. In fact, most people have never seen one in life, neither me. According to buluman, that's because only people who sit in the cockpit would be able to witness an absolute entire rainbow. Not even the passenger. Meaning, we will never get the chance. hmm :(

photographed by buluman. damn wish to see one live.

remove!


certain things that I WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND.
a few hundreds for a torch light?
like, my dad would get it from pasar malam.
perhaps I will, when I earn too much. I would pay for a thousand dollars of calculator to sleep with me!

LOLX.
notice the scalp with no hair? :( bad bald in 22. wtf lor

as at, 4am.
night!
 
posted by sue's at 12:19 AM, | 4 Petals of Black Roses
Thursday, June 19, 2008

i dreamt of studying this morning

HOLLY SHIT.
This is stupid.
I was to nudge DAVID 1

And without realized, I was actually chatting with DAVID 2 for 31 minutes 43 seconds.

Me: so still staying in bukit jalil la?
DAVID 2: I’m working at bukit jalil. Haha..
So I thought it was my mistake that DAVID is working in bukit jalil instead of staying in bukit jalil.

Then,

DAVID 2: so you’re single now la..?
Me: *DAVID 1 is julian’s friend and how can he not know. So I was like wth, act don’t know? So I went checking on his email*

Oh nossss… rupa rupa nye salah DAVID!

No lar actually nothing much. But I was chatting with him as though some long-time-no-see friend. Just.. don’t usually do that to random friends -__-

So I blocked him right away because I don’t know how to layan anymore.
Again, bad thing, who teach?

Ken: “BLOCK!”



My MSN is fucked
Reinstalled twice and same problem occurring
Either the ‘send report’ thingie keep popping up or the msn auto shut down by itself!
And it’s not easy to stay online for long.
Damn :(

Tell me not virus.


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So yesterday, was a HAPPY DAY!
Okay actually, sad AND happy.
But definitely ended fun, with some really funny talk with the starbucks crew


So The Gemini, The Taurus and The Cancer were chilling and came about the topic of horoscope. Every horoscope actually resembles the animal of the signs. So we came to our very own conclusion on certain signs.


Scorpio has the claw to attack people, but they are always protected by the tail. Meaning, these people always have something to back them up. They are kepala batu!

(The Scorpion) (water, fixed, social): Keyword: "I desire". Passionate, secretive, powerful, keenly perceptive, deep, complex, analytical, inquisitive, resourceful, magnetic, intense, hypnotic, sexual, perspicacious, creative, vigorous, untameable, ambitious. Can be jealous, controlling, possessive, aggressive, cunning, cruel. From dates October 24th to November 22nd.


Leo was explained using the example of Lion King movie. Funny but don’t remember already. But from my point of view is that, Leos are very determined, want things to go their ways being the leader of everything, and will achieve what they want to do in life. They plan, foresee the future, and have a schedule of life.

(The Lion) (fire, fixed, social): Keyword: "I will". Generous, proud, theatrical, passionate, sunny, bright, kingly, powerful, loves attention, dramatic, independent, noble, creative, leader. Can be arrogant, bossy, boastful, egotistic, snobbish. From dates July 23rd to August 22nd.


Cancerians are sensitive. Owh well, so true that everyone must know. Lol.

(The Crab) (water, cardinal, personal): Keyword: "I feel". Protective, sensitive, tenacious, family and home oriented, helpful, nurturing, watery, emotional, loving. Can be crabby, clinging, moody, worrying, pessimistic. From dates June 23rd to July 22nd.


The Taurus has two versions, either the Spanish bull or the China (slave) bull. Haha, you determine your own kind. ANdrian thinks his is the China slave bull. I think both you and Eugene.. pretty obvious have the same kind of bull.

(The Bull) (earth, fixed, personal): Keyword: "I have". Resourceful, thorough, devoted, patient, sensual, affectionate, cautious, musical, artistic, solid, earthy, strong, sturdy, kind. Can be slow, possessive, stubborn, acquisitive, indulgent. From dates April 21st to May 21st.


When it came to Virgo,
The Gemini: so you see, the sign is usually a lady pouring water out of the case or sometimes without the lady.
The Taurus: owh I know. It means that feller damn wet. Keep walking and get so wet!
The Cancer: …

The Taurus is one bulu-fied horny man!

(The Virgin) (earth, mutable, social): Keyword: "I analyze". Practical, imaginative, creative, efficient, critical, work and service oriented, common sense, modest, health conscious, mentally active, helpful, flexible. Can be pedantic, fussy, over-critical, worrying, over fastidious. From August 23rd to September 22nd.

(the one in italic are source from wikipedia.)


see, sometimes they're so true that you just gotta believe what are said in horoscope. of course don't reply on those on daily papers or magazines lar, those are crap.


“Are you alive, or are we both dead?”
that was a good laugh for 2 hours.

Thank you <3

 
posted by sue's at 2:02 PM, | 0 Petals of Black Roses
Wednesday, June 18, 2008

brand new chapter

it was definitely a paper to kill.

why la so kejam?

don't understand the articles,
don't get the questions as well.
don't know what i was scribbling.
writing only with sense, not knowledge.

:(

aih. since everyone was whining, i felt A LIL relief.
hopefully, not too stringent on marking scheme, or lower the passing rate.

IF i fail *TOUCH WOOD* i'm screwed.

so anywayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy,
it's over!

today is supposed to be a happy day!!!!
yea happy happy happy yuppie yeppie yeh yehhh!

and we took loads of photos! yay!
done contracting with taylor's! yay! (hopefully)
moving out of 15! yay yay yay!


byebyebye~~ BYEBYE~~!
 
posted by sue's at 2:19 PM, | 4 Petals of Black Roses
Monday, June 16, 2008

smell freedom

i swear he felt guilty after setting the paper so hard that resulted such high failure rate for mid term.
the paper was so easy today, that if i didn't have flung the mid term which dragged down the overall, i would expect at least a Distinction for this paper. High D is not impossible.
but too bad la.
so long i PASS. don't really care!


and today, one cockroach actually attacked me! blardy hell.
no not like what you think.
but it ran after me wtf.
didn't know cockroach chase people, like that.
but it failed. due to stupidity. (and that i run after than a cockroach -_-)
wtf all cockroaches should die.
WITH lizards. and fugly manylegscanfly creatures.



unbelievable...
50cents~justine~ ok wtf


2 days!
 
posted by sue's at 5:36 PM, | 0 Petals of Black Roses
Friday, June 13, 2008

not easy to be...

2/4!!


so the 2 i had, hmm pretty sure can pass la.
and now left with the toughest 2
:(

tak suka la accounting...!

the amount of junk intake during exams is scary
but, they're like the bestest friends whenever comes to exams
bencik!
aih


and just now, was so noob.
paper was supposed to finish at 610pm but it slipped my mind when it neared 510pm.
i went on conteng like a mad cow thinking "wtf la why everyone do so fast"
and only realised when everybody was so selamba still at 510pm
so i had like an hour to do double checking. lol.



Monday's Management Decision Control
the paper i hate the most

Wednesday's Company Law
tougher even

Thursday
:)

 
posted by sue's at 7:35 PM, | 0 Petals of Black Roses
Tuesday, June 10, 2008

still,

you on the tenth
thanks for the accompany during my emo (=exam) stage
j.co was never as good
but the two I had, were extraordinary.

5 months have passed
despite how you lecture like a grandpapa, how you disregard my smses, etc
too many Thanks and Sorry
I love you

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How ridiculous time flies, half a year is actually THAT fast
and that was then,
that last final exam was by far the most miserable and pathetic ones but I managed to pull through.

few days back,

“why you so stress.. or is it because the papers you take are harder than mine.. hm”
“ya lor… don’t know why get stressed out easily especially for exam :( “
(and yes lar, of course finance is harder than marketing)

“how to become auditor like that!”
“that’s why is still under consideration lor! Don’t want to die young stress 3 years in Taylors then stress again another 3 years in EY weii.. seriously will die by 40.”

Really really do not want that
and my hair has dropped way more than any usual people (thank God they are still growing)
to actually get the hole in the toilet blocked where it needed hours to clear the water
the landlord had to dig it out
damn gross when she showed me, and was ALL my hair
“you hair drop too much lar sue, better go see doctor.”
shat..
and then my mum said my hair drop more than my dog’s
(when his already can be seen anywhere in the house)
madness………………………

so yea back to topic
having final exam is seriously a pain in the ass
what’s worse, a final exam + a breakup?
lol that’s was….. fcking hell!

but I gotta admit I is damn slack this time
in fact, never this lazy during final exam. lol
see, i'm blogging (and blogging) still!


temptation is bad bad bad!
yes i get distracted easily too!
but however playful i am, never let the exam fail.
so.............................. rather envy and study emo-ly alone, than regret later.

weekend when was all about IFM-ing (which the paper turned out to kill everyone today, luckily didn't study SO hard. hehe)
almost the whole Malaccan clan were up here (TO tempt me out)
holiday is just few days ahead
(8 DAYS/192HOURS/11520MINUTES or 691200SECONDS to be exact!)
and more holiday, winter bebeh!
having the though of no more going into the exam hall is so……………………FUN
and no longer need to dependent on people, especially transportation wise
wanna get a big bucks job!
earn money and pump petrol (you blardy hell government!)


and you, chuagueyling
i hate how you tempt me (REALLY!!)
but i hate it more how i not manage to meet you up
most of all, thanks for the support ;)
and congrates! i'll be like you in 8days to pass all papers!! XD
i actually miss you lol

*3/4 in 8 days*

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June's the month
HAPPY (/belated) BIRTHDAY to,

BLAKE
DARREN
JUNE
LIANG
KEN
KNI
NIGEL
DEN KAH HENG
ADELENE NG
JIN
CARYN
LIHSHAN
JULIET
JOLENE


peak month to give birth?

2 parties awaiting. yay!

i miss you so terribly
that i can't stop wanting to see you
and i hate this feeling...

 
posted by sue's at 2:05 AM, | 0 Petals of Black Roses
Sunday, June 8, 2008

fcuking ccb weekend

pathetic.

MCH
CCB
TNS



 
posted by sue's at 6:48 PM, | 0 Petals of Black Roses
Friday, June 6, 2008

stop tempting can >=|

12 days
to

F R E E D O M


i am seriously counting down everyday la omg
like.. everyday just to wait til 12 am... "oh... 1 day less!"
spent some time staring at the calender too
how lame
tak boleh tahan


damn freaking excited lar weiii!
chill
chill
chill
sleep
sleep
sleep
lepaks
lepaks
lepaks
home
home
home
home
sleep
sleep
sleep
gossips
gossips
gossips
shopping
shopping
shopping
SHOPPING
sleep
sleep
sleep
SLEEP
holiday
holiday
holiday
holiday
HOLIDAY
come to think about it,
the last holiday vacation i had was..... 2 years back to langkawi.
the last shopping, ..... oh no don't remember!
how not stress!?


aahhh....... 12th August!! :D
nkw nkw nkw nkw nkw nkw nkw nkw nkw nkw nkw nkw nkw :DDDD
(NOT ng kiat wei)
ok 18th June comes first.

but at the moment....


jogging
NO TIME
>=/



 
posted by sue's at 1:23 AM, | 1 Petals of Black Roses
Wednesday, June 4, 2008

seriously,

go Google definition for LIBRARY

mama never teach? watch movie in the library with speaker ON?
and sitting RIGHT NEXT TO ME?

mch.

if i got kukujiao
sure i smash your laptop already!


伟健[Ken] YNWA says:
u must damn rude la..."MCB KNNB, OI YOUR MOTHER TEACH U DO LIKE THAT AH, CANNOT SEE PPL STUDYING AH KNNB!" WANNA WATCH MOVIE GO HOME LA CCB"


always teach me bad things lor you!
bad influence. lolxxx.


OWH, porn finished already.
back to study


2 weeks more exactly.

the temptation to go out is so strong la blardy helllllll
ahh tataa
 
posted by sue's at 11:52 AM, | 0 Petals of Black Roses