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drama drama drama.....too many dramasss...........

so darn tired. nth else but study, sleep, online (less), study, study n assignment. wtf? why must it be NOW? guess ive missed d funss goin on in mlk. damit damit damit!

no doubt i do regret coming to taylors. for certain reasons. but for sum reasons, i thk taylors. til this very moment i have no turning back. rmbing my 1st choice was LKW for architecture, interior design. ya i have sumthing for tat...den. but response was not encouraging from d family. there wasnt a direct NO, but still.. nah... den d mind switched to A-level. understand that taylors offers q 'berqualiti' standard, i got tempted. KL... = FREEDOM (tat was den), curfewless etc. mama tried to stay her last-n-only-child who was still home. but her naive daughter jz wanna fly n c d world. i feel sorry n bad over it. n den, God-knows-why i ended up in taylors business sch. i cursed whoever who used to tell me biz is d easiest shit to do. gotohell. unlike sciences students study days n nites, wut unlike, den we no need to study la? bliv me, UTS is aint easy. ppl who study like a dog can fail. ...... damnitwhyicamehere. not like im gonna be an accountant. no & nvr (but who knows..shit i duwan to sit in d office!). sigh.

u wud ask where i wanna go den, i wil stil tell u i duno. lame nyeerr... but stil, i wun choose to stay at mlk =D

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jz a moment ago, my phone beeped. incoming msg.
"baby.. i fell down from d stairs n my head is bleeding... =((( "
*kan cheong n called immediatelly*

n whilst i was so freak out cz he sounded so serious tat he golek down like those in bollywood movie, he giggled.

"today's april fool baby!"
"........." *speechless*
"yer.....duwan fren u d!" >=[



HAPPY APRIL FOOL FOLKS!
enjoy pranking & making ppl pissed!

have a wonderful day of foolsss =]

my 2sis&bro. leeeeeeweeeeeehan. jonongpaochang.
Jan
Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up.
Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows
emotions. Takes time to recover when
hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth.
Stubborn.

feez*. lohteckchen. kellytan. howe.
Feb
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and
abstract. Intelligent and clever.
Changing personality. Attractive.
Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental.
Quiet, shy and humble. Honest And
loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves
freedom. Rebellious when restricted.
Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and
easily hurt. Gets angry really easily
but does not show it. Dislikes
unnecessary things. Loves making
friends but rarely shows it. Horny.
Daring and stubborn. Ambitious.
Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.
Loves entertainment and leisure.
Romantic on the inside not outside.
Superstitious and ludicrous.
Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show
emotions.

jimmy. daniel.
Mar
Attractive personality. Sexy.
Affectionate Shy and reserved.
Secretive. Naturally honest, generous
and sympathetic. Loves peace and
serenity. Sensitive to others. Great
kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy.
Appreciative and returns kindness.
Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle
up feelings. Observant and assesses
others.

dad. vaneh. cheeky. eugene. bao. wilking. joneil.
Apr
Suave and compromising. Funny and
humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative.
Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic.
Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does
work well with others. Very confidant.
Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking
generous. Good memory. Clever and
knowledgeable. Loves to look for
information. Able to cheer everyone up
and/or make them laugh. Able to
motivate oneself and others.
Understanding. Fun to be around.
Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality.
Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves
sports, music, leisure and traveling.
Systematic. Hot but has brains.

fabianfoo. edwinyap.
May
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-
willed and highly motivated. Sharp
thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts
others and loves attention. Deep
feelings. Beautiful physically and
mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no
motivation. Shy towards opposite sex.
Easily consoled. Systematic (left
brain). Loves to dream. Strong
clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness
usually in the ear and neck. Good
imagination. Good physical. Weak
breathing. Loves literature and the
arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at
home. Restless. Not having many
children. Hardworking. High-spirited.

junetan. denkh. doNnut. shan. jin. carry. juliet. jolene.
Jun
You've got the best personality and are
an absolute pleasure to be around. You
love to make new friends and be
outgoing. You are a great flirt and
more than likely have an a very
attractive partner. a wicked hottie. It
is also more than likely that you have
a massive record collection. You have a
great choice in films, and may one day
become a famous actor/actress
yourself -heck, you've got the looks for it!!!

memyself&i. jane. lilac. shahrul.
Jul
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to
fathom and to be understood. Quiet
unless excited or tensed. Takes pride
in oneself. Has reputation. Easily
consoled. Honest. Concerned about
people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly.
Approachable. Emotional temperamental
and unpredictable. Moody and easily
hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at
times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but
never forgets. dislikes nonsensical
and unnecessary things. Guides others
physically and mentally. Sensitive and
forms impressions carefully. Caring and
loving. Treats others equally. Strong
sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp.
Judges people through observations.
Hardworking. No difficulties in
studying. Loves to be alone. Always
broods about the past and the old
friends. Waits for friends. Never looks
for friends. Not aggressive unless
provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily
hurt but takes long to recover.

may. ray.
Aug
Outgoing personality. takes risks.
feeds on attention. No self-control.
Kind hearted. Self-confident. Loud and
boisterous. VERY revengeful. Easy to
get along with and talk to. Has
an "every thing's peachy" attitude.
Likes talking and singing. Loves music.
Daydreamer. Easily distracted. Hates
not being trusted. BIG imagination.
Loves to be loved. Hates studying. in
need of "that someone". Longs for
freedom. Rebellious when withheld or
restricted. Lives by "no pain no gain"
caring. Always a suspect. Playful.
Mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful"
to everyone. stubborn. curious.
Independent. Strong willed. A fighter.

whtiew. keoness. que. kelv.
Sept
Active and dynamic. Decisive and
haste but tends to regret. Attractive
and affectionate to oneself. Strong
mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic.
Consoling, friendly and solves people's
problems. Brave and fearless.
Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave
and generous. Usually you have many
friends. Enjoys to make love.
Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good
memory. Moving, motivates oneself and
others. Loves to travel and explore.
Sometimes sexy in a way that only their
lover can understand.

aya. jamie.
Oct
Loves to chat. Loves those who love
them. Loves to takes things at the
center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies
but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often.
Treats friends importantly. Brave and
fearless. Always making friends. Easily
hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer.
Opinionated. Does not care to control
emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely
smart, but definitely the hottest AND
sexiest of them all.

mum.
Nov
Trustworthy and loyal. Very
passionate and dangerous. Wild at
times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and
mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards
your inner and outer beauty and
independent personality. Playful, but
secretive. Very emotional and
temperamental sometimes. Meets new
people easily and very social in a
group. Fearless and independent. Can
hold their own. Stands out in a crowd.
Essentially very smart. Usually, the
greatest men are born in this month. If
you ever begin a relationship with
someone from this month, hold on to
them because their one of a kind.

tinglih. chiisheng. WEIJENNN!! (new born baby =D)<- 3 xmas babies. yinru. melvin. <- 2 new yr eve babies. markee.
Dec
This straight-up means you are the
most good-looking person possible...
Better than all of these other months!
Loyal and generous. Patriotic.
Competitive in everything. Active in
games and interactions. Impatient and
hasty. Ambitious. Influential in
organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to
talk to, though hard to understand.
Thinks far with vision, yet complicated
to know. Easily influenced by kindness.
Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of
ideas. Sensitive. Active mind.
Hesitating tends to delay. Choosy and
always wants the best. Temperamental.
Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good
debating skills. Has that someone
always on his/her mind. Talkative.
Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to
make friends. Abiding. Able to show
character. One guy/girl kind of person.
Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting
colds. Loves music. Pretty/handsome.
Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy.
Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to
recover when hurt. Sensitive.



those are names (n bdates) tat i cud rmb at d moment. somewhat damn true rite?
btw, any idea who are the Nov baby BOY?

anywayss..

"Hot but has brains." for april babies! <--- CONGRATES VANNNN!! =D

"Enjoys to make love." <--- ops! kantoi la ur secret keo. =p

something stupid to share..



hahaha.....my gold medal goes to Peter! damn tai sei..... expand! hahahah.....
i wonder these aid them to score higher after a smile for teacher? =) probably..... hehee

Welcome to SanFrancisco SteakHouse, MV.









n i got damn pissed when d one n only pic of US gone! ......
"i din deletee! why u deleteE??" "i din...!! i duno....i was wondering alsooo...."
sigh. ya pictures can walk off from sony ericson phone. wtf wtf. sob sob.. i liked tat pic..alot =(

oh btw, he smallered d phone pixel (or wuteve u cal it), tatsy they look blur... n sucky.

OFF TO STUDYYY!!

derivatives market
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i love to study DS.

we'll have plenty of hash brownsssss when im back. =] *hugs*

"ok tmr 11am something i sure come k??"
n as usuall, he showed up only at 2+pm. >=[
fine, we reached a decision to go MidValley den.

i was damn freaking hungry okay at 3 still hadnt had breakfast+lunch. *sorry bao, shud hav go for lunch wit u!* so there we wanted TGIFriday so bad, but dang! theres no TGIF in MV! wtf. sighhh =( hmm...jz had chili's last mth, so skip. n i actually got tempted by d cheesy rice as walking pass kimGary. but well, my bf.. hmm too bad la. wokeh we'r finally decided, San Francisco SteakHouse! fine dine is totally awesome =) well okay, this is my 1st fine dine wit d bf. pix will be up later on they'r wit d bf now. words cant describe, stay tune for d up coming pix =)

"today i must get a white color handbag." told to d bf.
btw i got myself an absolutely cheap n pretty white handbag. damnit when u wan sumthing u realli hav no idea where to go em'. exactly like wut happened when i was hunting for a redhot handbag for cny. it took me a bloody long time n much of effort to finally get one from dorothy perkins. this day, i hunted my target d whole MV. takde means takde! mother. and at last i got hooked by this bag from jj!! for only $59. sweeeetness! yep.. jj does have nice bags too =) n he kept on sound me cz i doubt at 1st whether to get em' cz they'r brandless. i kno i mean. but heck.. i got one in d end. ya no brand.. so? =] i think he got damn pissed of me jznow. hehehee...sorry la sayang!

n gelato chocolate hazelnut flavour is damn yummy. try it out!

d bf's gonna be back to tat flying land again tmr. hm, meet again God-knows-when. take care B. thx for everything. d surprise d effort d time d sweat d money d love. i appreciate em' all. i do =) XOXO*

til den, awaits for d fingers lickin gud NZ lamp chop n black peppers steak =D

[01] Is there anyone you like at the moment?
: yea =]

[02] Have you ever given or been given a rose?
: had one this Vday =)

[03] What is your all-time favorite romance movie?
: romeo & juliet

[04] How many times have you honestly been in love?
: twice.

[05] Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?
: yup.

[06] Do you think that you should put your friends first?
: yes, always. and my blood sisters too. =)

[07] Have you ever had your heart broken?
: yup. for timess

[08] What do you think about long-distance relationships?
: it's all bout faithfulness, honesty, truthfulness, loyalty wit lots and lotsa commitment.

[09] Your thoughts on online relationships?
: no point.

[10] Would you rather date someone five years older or five years younger?
: 5 yrs older i suppose. 5 yrs younger is like.....high sch guy. NoOOoooo

[11] Have you ever seen a friend as more than a friend?
: er..yea

[12] Do you believe the statement, "Once a cheater, always a cheater..?
: haha... hmm.. no comment

[13] How many kids do you want to have?
: 2 or 3

[14] Do you usually fall for the right boy/girl?
: yes n no.

[15] What is your favorite color(s)?
: black red white maroon

[16] What are your views on gay marriages?
: as long as they'r happy..go ahead

[17] If you're 79 & your spouse just died, would you re-marry?
: nop

[18] At what age did you start noticing the opposite sex?
: 14/15 i think. late i kno

[19] What song do you want to hear at your wedding?
: thank you for loving me - bonjovi

[20] Do you think that someone likes you
: maybe? hehe..

lastly...


i miss my pet =(

my fav female american idol got voted out this week =(
american voters r really fair when it comes to voting i should say. as far as i rmb, Stephanie Edwards was nvr been at the bottom 3. no doubt her perfomance for British Invasion night wasnt that marvelous as she did previously. thus failed to win d hearts or viewers. well, it's competition after all =)
so my current fav female wud be...

and fav male is d hot+cute+talented


wut else wut else, nth else but sleeping! i had a 14hr of looong beaty sleep lz nite! damn happy okay... hadnt been sleeping well lately. basically 1 day average 3/4 hrs sleep n get up at 7am everyday. duuhhh..... now taking a few days off to pamper myself. hehehe.. ive got 2 more papers to go in d coming weeks. gotta start pia-ing this week again. *sigh*

well well well... 300 is indeed a very violent movie. d whole movie is basically bout war war war and beheading one another. those bloodythirsty n brutal scenes, i was actually wondering y it was approved to be shown in Msia cinemas. but nvm. it's a movie really does worth ur $10 n ought to watch! go....go watch how ppl chop each other! n i recommend u ppl to finish up ur popcorn before d 1st half an hr. enjoy!

my eyes r stil red. n they really hurt can die ='( cant put on contact lenses even. its like very watery n i cud hardly open em' wide, especially under sunlight. really omg can die u feel like ur eye balls gonna drop out anytime. *sigh* haih.... n tat terrible flu tat've been bugging me for bloody 2weeks, plz go away can? ="(

btw, i was plannin tat if d painful eyes r stil not alright by sat, probli i wud follow neh go back mlk. (will inform u if i wanna follow k)

kepala sakit laa......lemah la aih...
til den...selamat malam..think im gonna wake up only after 12 hrs of beauty sleep since tmr is an OFF day!

*off to bed*

my oh-so-lovely bf appeared at my doorstep last nite. well, he told me his fren was gonna pass me sumthing. i actually believed... how dumb =_='
thanks baby, u've made my day =*

of cz, d oh-so-NOT-lovely thing also jz happened.
okay my audit exam format goes like this :
50 mcq - 50%
thoery questions - 50%

n d thing is, d whole bloody 100% only takes up 15% of the entire course. wtf rite?
u kno how much we hav to study? VERYYY much. stingy la u errol >=[
n it did seems like noone walked out of d hall zestfully. at least im not d only one.. sigh.... one love maannn fail also fail together-gether ma! *touch wood* =x

now im extremely tired... need a LONG nap!
oh btw, ive met marcFoo-the-meany. ive got a 8.5% =]

one love <3

oh how to describe d feeling now....umhh.h.......

o..i know d.....

i am phucking tired.


gonna c marc foo ewe hock to get my result for test1 tmr. either i bloody fail it...or get higher than 7.50%. he thinks its very fun posting up result marks only range from 5-7.50%. d rest...without mark gotta meet him personally. VERY FUN. btw, marc foo ewe hock is a total meany. u better dun fail me! >=|

guess wut..i actually forgot to use soap jznow. was wondering y still sticky even after pom for so long. den i realised... i totally FORGOT bout my body shop straberry shower gel. ya i rebathe myself. damn lame sial............

btw folks, i cant sms. tried switching phone but to no avail. so i assume my sim card cacat-ed. so DUN sms n ask me thing. can TELL but not ASK. call me. sekian.

so today had lunch wit ben at ac.

ben : so u goin to d prom rite?
me : no la..go exam laaa...
ben : YO! when ur exam la!?
me : er...starts from this week n last for 3 weeks. d prom sum sort in btw my mid term la..sueh..
ben : aiyaaaa....one day ny ler d prom...
me : ya i kno... mid term lee!!
ben : nvm 1 laa....1 nite wun die...
me : sked leee...aih.....UNLESS come back sat earli morning la...i takut la
ben : aiyaaa im coming up d next day la....follow me la yo. dun care la..go la i got ticket. give u.
me : GIVE MEE!!??? i tot u'r goin wit camie or sumthin.
ben : nah she's got her tic by her own. ya laa... u take la..
me : free o?? O_o"
ben : ya la! i bring u in la even got no tic. im DJ-ing if they block u i tell them i dun play.
me : waaa...........i think 1st la k..let u kno again.

.... >_< .................. macam mana ni?? *confused*

ok den went to stabux d whole day again. too bad tis time, si-chao-talk-so-loud-like-nobody-business ah beng came n took a sit next to my table. his voice basically covers everyone's voice in d entire shop. bloody hell. d way he talks...OMG..... exactly like TWH! ....... i got damn annoyed ok. well at least his gal fren layan-ed him happily. i think everyone in d shop cud hear him bragging bout his pimp life.

anywayss... damn tired. n having lil headache now. tot cud stay longer n cover part of chapter5, so i had a banana chocolate chip muffin. damn yummy ek! but den... instead of tahan longer n get rid of my headache, i fell sleepy. -_-

aaa....lots more to cover. auditing is so NOT fun. *headache*

..snow?
- white

..rain?
- dat korean fella

..tornado?
- twister. (i have no idea why...neither)

..summer love?
- bikini hottie wit HOT 6-pack bf..at d beach

..Jon?
- ong-guarantee long-pao chang

..Mike?
- Mike shinoda. or mike siew my lecturer

..Shea?
- *blank*

..banana?
- xiang jiao. or at times, dick.

..dizzy?
- smallsindee

..Laura?
- estee lauder. haa..no idea y. den's lucky lucky chick!

..Juan?
- chua ken juan la...apa lagi?

..car?
- i need one.

..white?
- need a white handbag now.

..peppermint?
- bistro

..New Found Glory?
- a song? a band?

..placebo?
- sounds like some snooker center. duno y. =/

..orange juice?
- or apple juice

..candid camera?
- ugly + funny

..sister?
- UK n KL

..brother?
- JB

..hate?
- vs. love

..school?
- uniform.

..President?
- Bush

..football?
- HOT beckham.

..rap?
- lima puluh sen.

..pop?
- pop shuvit.

..rock?
- me. =D

..punk?
- rempit.

..sex?
- oh yeah!

..death?
- RIP.

..baby?
- adorable

..duuude?
- wheres my car?

..the end?
- goin to phuck my auditing book now.

nitey y'all.. <3