blackrose

Earlier today during lunch,

since tomorrow’s my last day here (Nilai), what if I can’t complete the outstanding, can still do during the weekend right?
hm.. should be ok wan lar.. hahah.. *mumble*
oh no ma, scared she wants it urgent…
oh.. no la.. that can leave pending first, can do at home mar.. *mumble again*
ok lor.. huh??
extending you lar…
HAR???? …. *shocked!*
TS most likely will extend your stay here lorr…
so late ald, still can change meh? (I was allocated to another job on the coming week, but got extended for current job at frigging Nilai! tns!)
why not..
owhhh… see……… *continue my just-turned-tasteless lunch......*

MEH!
That.... really spoilt my day when I thought MU lose wont give shit to my day........ boo:(

Since fecking Monday, MONDAY, I thought it’s at last ending. Carpool existed for a reason, convenient sake, no? I had to travel to Bukit phucking Jalil to ‘carpool’. That’s as good as asking me to drive to Nilai myself lor. And I very much think that my safety comes first before anything else (second would be the company’s laptop), cause I hate taking risk of catching last train to end my everyday, and where I wait for 30minutes, but to receive a “where are you?” when you don’t see me after just 60seconds. Well, I was required to travel my own in the end anyway. Drive with jeopardy of anytime-kena-crash on the highway every morning. Seriously man, damn chat sleepy wei 7/8am drive highway.. but can’t be worse than traveling home after work….. horrible vegetable journey that takes forever to reach. I’ve also traveled Nilai-Malacca after a colleague suggested that since Nilai’s in between. It’s just slightly further to go back Malacca instead of Damansara, but the additional 10km of ‘risk-of-dying-on-the-road’ certainly worth the drive. HOME’s never so good, after an all exhausted day of work. What more when dad prepares breakfast for me the next day for work? :)))))

The only thing I’m looking forward having to be extended in this job is to be able to go home more often. I wished I was away from home and them, now I wish I’m just home. Sigh, why are people so kuai lan and are always taking things for granted.. Another thing, my saving has also recorded a new lowest point ever since.. ever. Waja phucking suck petrol. Saving plan? What that? Can eat? Been traveling so much nowadays to a point I start imagine what if Masio fails and explode while I speed on the road. Lol but really ler who knows heh that old junk cannot handle. =/

Owh yea, have had my first stock count, and every Monday now and then. The 2 I’ve done so far were unexpectedly tremendously fun! Client’s super duper cool and nice! :) I was fortunate enough to have all stock counts done in the malls; KLCC and Pavilion; later to Pyramid, Alamanda and Queensbay. Masio sure stress sial. lol..

Tired laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa…… knnbccb…….. I HATE SO MUCH WHEN CLOCK TICKS 7AM! which is 7 hours away from now :( I wish Nilai is as FAR as my house to The Curve. Haha!

Goodnight!

At least 1/6 have tendered, and 99% (my 'survey') thought of resigning.

It kind of got me thinking heading straight to such big Firm on a first job is a REAL BAD idea.

Some much of fretting even on first couple of months, the never ending compiling workloads (REALLY NEVER!), they never stopped piling and pending, juggling obligations from every aspects, the more and more and MORE pressure you hammered yourself with, just so to keep up to level, only to be on par of ‘expectation’. Outperform... seemed to be so distant. Seeing smartER people to even start leaving is really not helping. I can never imagined how these people managed to make it up to Partner level, geez.. do they have like 30 hours a day or what? Salute.

I thought I was in worst case working on Saturdays, until a colleague has to work 7 days a week, 12 hours a day (not just for weeks..) with the audit team. That’s officially married to the Client, not PwC.

It's like, 'I like you but is not given chances to deliver my effort.' How lar?

I'd be so impressed of myself if another 3 years and I'm still part of the firm. HAHA.