blackrose

May 2011

2011-05-02T14:51:00.000+08:00

Gosh.

Study, why u so not interesting!?

**

Almost mid year ald wtf!?

hold back

2010-09-06T01:19:00.004+08:00

I hope the effort was transparent enough to be noticed.....

Wish I.

***

last night
a senior colleague texted me at 4am
as if calling me dear is not weird enough
he had to go telling me he's watching porn
sigh what has pwc done to the staffs

"Happy awkward monday, soochin! =D"
"nice. thanks T_T "

I don't do much of praying

2010-08-28T17:13:00.000+08:00

but if I pray harder
would you lead the way holding my hand?

I'm so stuffed and they won't digest.

This' by far the most complex juncture of life I ever had to deal with

someone please help entangle susu!

**

2010 has really been a pretty bad year for many.
I hope it goes by sooner and everyone around me is safe and together we step into 2011

quarter life phase...... no good

striving to achieve a dream that doesn't even belong to me. how?

2010-08-17T00:40:00.005+08:00

Am now typing with a neck brace on. It feels awfully uncomfortable as though I’m choked on a bloody potato and feels like puking. I bought it last night thinking it’d be helpful to put it on for my exam is around the corner. And unfortunately dad saw it and insisted I should put it on.. hmmm.. very uncomfortable lor :( Oh, the pharmacist at Carings of BV is kind of cute. Young and all, a friend and I got so impressed by his very educational talk on slipped disc. If you haven’t heard I was hospitalized the past 1 week in Villa SDMCSJ (fka SJMC) Resort, undergoing physiotherapy treatment for the cervical disc prolapsed on my neck. It’s healing on a good pace, I think...I hope. BIG THANKS to those who have visited me while I was dying to kill every minute of the 24 hours, BIGGER thanks if you paid your visit more than once I know SJMC is hell far on the other side of the world, also to those who called and texted etc that concerns, thank you thank you. They mean a whole lot.

Anyway, I presently am still on medical leave and was transported back in Malacca today. I have difficulty driving now. Talking about transportation, HUGE BIG ASS THANKS to all my beloved ahmad-ahmad sekalian who have been picking me up and down for dinner etc, VERY VERY MUCH APPRECIATED!! I owe you guys big time lar :)

July was undeniably eventful. I had an amazing trip to KK with some colleagues and new pals, one unforgettable week in Bali with the bff, one full week of birthday celebration marathon with the beloved, a day trip to Malacca solely for food with 2 monkeys we were so stuffed we couldn’t talk at the end of day, plus 2 days of almost-died-at-home-alone medical leave. Woah..seriously, I don’t know how many days I worked that month. Thanks, folks. Y

And just when I thought I’m gonna work my ass off for the guilt of too much of holiday, the migraine nearly brought me to hell. I got slipped disc and went on medical leave again. I was hospitalized and again, now medical leave. This assignment performance feedback is so gonna screw my overall evaluation. Oh, hell. Screw this lor, gonna spend this week doing some job hunting research. Not so soon, but yea.. time to get back to life yo! Can’t afford this 15hours/day job any longer, ain’t strong like yesterday anymore. The sigh :’(

Life is ironic, isn’t it. 5 of us went for dinner, to realize we actually had some sort of an exciting weekend. Eric’s hasty resignation and had his last day in the firm on Friday, I was discharged after a week from the Villa on Saturday, Cleo’s ex-boyfriend surprisingly called the relationship off on his birthday on Sunday, Daniel left UK for his medical studies on Monday, and Sam lose 1 gay soul mate and 1 best PwC mate just in 4 days. Oh my August, you’ve been pretty shitty, heh. Best of luck my dear all. I also came to realize, in the past couple of months, numerous of unpleasant incidents happened particularly death. For once, the amount of RIP messages I had to see on status of FB of BBM of Twitter of papers etc terrified me. May God bless every one of us with a better tomorrow and the days ahead. Life is too short to predict our turn. Be contented of all you have and be appreciative. When life gives your lemon, make vodka out of it and down that lemon vodka! Always think positive and be just a little bit more optimistic, they do help ease the irony of life.

and I had to drink orange juice

Oh man, this post is getting so depressing. Sorry :(

No achievement to mark for history of 2010 yet so far and I don’t like it!

All I know now, I need to that thang outta my neck now! Ggrrrr………

2010-07-30T02:22:00.000+08:00

FML BIG TIME

yet, another

2010-04-14T11:48:00.005+08:00

You have came a long way with the supernatural will power...

you could have left, but you chose not to....

but now the memories will always linger
they'll never go away

all I'm hoping now is the parents to cope well with the passing of an almost little baby to them
the sound of weeping on the phone, it's heart aching..

I thank you for the bliss and joy you've brought to my home, esp the parents

now it's just terrible to not have you around with them, sometimes i suspect they really thought you're a human! =/

how much we hate the fact that you've gone for good, we know it's time to go

we love you so much and will miss you a lot!!!! =')

RIP

my wonderful <3

2010-01-11T07:09:00.002+08:00

hi

peak perioddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd

bye

that's what he says

2009-12-09T02:26:00.002+08:00

HAPPY DAY!

bitches back in action!

paid off

2009-12-05T05:19:00.006+08:00

=)

Because
It matters
So fecking much
In a firm like mine

7 in the morning

2009-12-03T07:10:00.001+08:00

Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can’t have everything

Don’t you take chances
You might feel the pain
Don’t you love in vain
’cause love won’t set you free

I can’t stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be

So what if it hurts me?
So what it I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge,
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I just trying to be happy
I just wanna be happy, yeah

Holding on tightly
Just can’t let go
Just trying to play my role
Slowly disappear

But all these days
They feel like they’re they’re same
Just different faces
Different place
Get me out of here

I can’t stand by the side
Ooh, no
And watch this life pass me by
Pass me by

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge?
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I’m just trying to be happy

Oh, happy
Oh

So when it turns that I can see???
This rope??
Victim??
Don’t say anything

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge?
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I just wanna be happy
Happy
I just wanna be
Oh
I just wanna be
Happy..

SURVIVOR

2009-12-01T01:19:00.004+08:00

so much of a friend, heh.
=|

**

Somehow it felt like a pretty good day today.

A year and is still counting.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MUM.
<3

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

2009-11-28T05:06:00.003+08:00

QUESTION OF THE GOLDEN YEAR OF 2009

"eh, I wanna ask you something seriously.."
"yes?"
"sue, are you.. em.. straight?"
"wtf............ are you fucking serious!???"
"yes.."
"HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.....!!!"

I've gotten this question twice this year.
TWICE
...

FUNNY SHIT
LOL at 5am
Matt just came home drunk btw, trying very hard to puke in the toilet now I could hear.. bah!

the conversation continued

"give me one reason why you ask then I shall give you the answer!"
"because you always go to the gym, like so quiet. do your own thing and never look at other people wan..."
"wa.. because I go alone? =/"
"then wanted to talk to you but u show that kind of face.. you know that kind... "
"HOW"
"the 'dont-come-and-talk-to-me style la!!"
"LOLLLLLLLS!!"

FUNNY SHIT x 2

that I have to agree
I somehow have lansi look
T_T

geeeez.
I LOVE DICKS CAN.

fuck. Matt's snoring. I think he's sleeping in the toilet
oh housemate... ... ......

2009-11-28T01:22:00.002+08:00

don't understand why people keep condemning =/

your stuff is not always the best lor

3 more days

2009-11-27T10:46:00.000+08:00

October

PwC Annual Dinner gone wild wild wessstttt

The sakai-ed Senior/Manager level.

Part of my Genting client audit team.
Favouritest dumb blonde ChiWei & fav sifu Zoeeeeyy!

CEO. CEO. Partners. Directors. Managers.
letting loose!

**

The very long study leave
@ home.

when my book is plain black&white
=
never studied

I'd love to think I did pretty fine.
Hoping to see handsome result on 4th Dec (damn, NEXT WEEK!)

**

Halloween at Finnegans with no doubt a whole lot of
THIS!

and
THIS!

Report: Jonnie managed to 'earn' about RM2+ by going around begging for $.
Being JonGod for a reason.

one of best dressed

Pilot to begger, ranging from 23 to erm..30?

**

GF's BigDay at Laundry, Curve
playing around with her new toy
simple & lovely

It was like yesterday when we had our oh-so-grand 21st birthday celebrations isn't it!
dyamm.

**

edited
27.11.2009

Above post was drafted probably a month back and was never been updated to be published until now (as per requested by miss chua). Here you go woman, nothing special ey :)
October was good.

Okay la that was some very pointless and outdated 'updates'. Even November is already coming to an end in 3 days. OH Marryanne's birthday is in 3 days! Planned and have decided to not go back Malacca although it's a long weekend, hell of 'pending for work done' excel shit are stacking up and to be completed, workload is gradually getting heavy as a madcow now. o ya, am due Associate1 on the 1st of December woot! I know I should be home for mummy's birthday, but she surely would understand. Love you mum and happy birthday. Wish u.. wish u win a lot in Mah Jong lah! :D

November

Blogathon 2009, Pavilion KL

soon-to-be housemate
farker
strain your eyes a lil and spot Wernie's epic votes
Report: Wernie pao-ed home the Lenovo after a total of 24 hours aquarium-fied.

On the other note, I am moving from the current place in 2 weeks time. The house is now a mess. Ben left, Matt's almost never around, I'm.. almost never at home too. Gonn' be in deep shit cleaning and moving.. sei loo.. If you happen to wonder, I'm just gonna shift to a different block in the same place. lol after all the hassle through forum and contacts.. stupid nyer. So gonna ber-housemate with Wernie. I really like the current location I am staying, it manage to avoid massive jam from many directions, and it's near to the gym I go to. If not mistaken, I moved in here last year today. The additions had through out the year is immense.. die..

1 year already!

hm, at least.. 30% is gone?

I think

for the hardwork, studies & friendship

audit room in wisma genting

it's hard not to be good in Microsoft Excel after a year

cute hor
the boys Sunday routine

**

You obviously can see I ran outta ideas of what to blog about.

I'm having very serious insomnia problem. I could barely have more than a 4-hour sleep a day the past 1 week+. It's killing the body, so exhausted yet can't sleep. Was already at the edge of getting sleeping pill to help...

Freak.. aging at triple the speed of normal people.

****

anyways,

Pesona, Myvi or Satria Neo?
masio transformation

never had this

2009-11-21T02:13:00.005+08:00

HALO
oh did i mention that i'd be MIA for Oct or from Oct?
:D
'unexplainable' reasons
i was off way too long

eh.
what now.
blog?

ok, work
terlalu bitchy client to handle
but terlalu kick ass awesome seniors and team mates
that compensate my every day
current client is based in KL, wisma genting
atm dealing with interim report
working hours is handle able
earliest 7pm, latest 11pm
soon will 'due' in Jan 2010
you wont see me anymore
:(

exam
went well i would say
at least better than the previous
hopefully outcome as anticipated
result will be released
very soon

me-time
i don't know what is this
but hate to say i feel like i'm addicted to my work
or maybe just excel sheets? ..
had an average of 3hours sleep everyday, yes EVERYDAY
just because couldn't take my eyes off the balance shit, sheet..
which got me into history for late to work 3 times in 2 weeks
stupid u excel shit
not love, hope it's just..
'fling'
-_-

gym
stopped 2 months, July-Aug
partly transportation issue
car smashed and was crashing at friend's
but mostly, slowly gotten lazy
then lost the kick altogether
halleluyah managed to pick up the habit again during exam leave
where the new addiction hits
body combat!
sadly no longer able to follow up the classes anymore
:(
OH
but the new addiction is even sexier
AAHHH
totally sizzle out
you are like SUPERx2 CUTE & HOT maaann
rare

social life
status: moderately active
loving it
occasionally miss certain people
and ffk a 'portion'

shelter
i
need
to
get
a
freaking
new
place
in
2
weeks
and
is
almost
impossible
i
dont
know
how
HECK
hate when it comes to this
really man
pain in the ass to hunt and move house
with the amount of stuff i have now
fark
status: unsolved.....

holiday
all i need now is
HOLIDAY
and good rest
year end is so loved

financial state
status: STILL FARKING POOOOOOOR
oh no
:(

as of current state of mind
sleepy very VERYYY
HUNGRY
last consumption was 12pm and it's now 3.30am....
wild thoughts!
patiently wait for photo album OF THE YEAR
off!*

Holy October

2009-09-27T00:07:00.002+08:00

OH MY BUDDDDDHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

how I hate studyinggggggggggggggg!

argh!!

****
**

Beloved housemate Ben is leaving our tanah air for good.
Wise decision.
Bon Voyage, love!

***

Month: October
Status: Study Leave

Mode: MIA

p/s: oh, exam's 29th, 31st is reserved for you ald ;)

mum & I

2009-09-14T01:00:00.003+08:00

"I want to cut my hair tmr.. but dont know what style.."
"Why, trim la.."
"But always trim.. time for a change! Want to cut short."
"Huhhh... cannot la. long hair nice ma. And FAT PEOPLE LIKE YOU cannot do short hair la.."
"...o... okay lor.."

emmm... thanks... mum.......

So yea, no beautiful extension for you Aya!
As of 12.09.09, my hair finally lost its virginity to some canggih-fied machine!

spur of the moment..

2009-09-09T00:06:00.013+08:00

Some recent one month to share :]
Back from MIA (as some claimed)

Because I was busy with no transport!

Pwn all chocolate cakes I've eaten my entire life.
I am very serious.

Cafe-cafe, KL.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMSY, BEN, SHI YING & DARREN!

Some different kind of chicken feet served at dim sum.
BSC

Skytrex
Botanical Garden, Shah Alam.

Miss the home cooking style..

Favourite breakfast of all time.

The climb with courage.

For once, it's empty.
9th, PwC.

Never before visited the clinic/hospital this many times in a month.

Also never accident this many times in 10 days.
...

Am off to new client after INTI College, working with 'trees' everyday.

Negative
Influenza A free!

Let loose with the bosses.
Never got bored of dim sum!
Foh San-OVERRATED-dim sum, Ipoh.

Jalan Alor, KL.

Sheraton, KL.

Industry outing
A Famosa, Melaka.

The long distance.

A month wrapped up in awesomeness and wtfs.

Thanks for those who helped while I was carless.
Very-fecking-much appreciated.

***

They say I'm a BOI!

:(

skytrex babeh

2009-08-30T17:42:00.003+08:00

click

I am so going back again, interested anyone?

2009-08-25T23:50:00.000+08:00

Some things we don't talk about
better do without
just hold a smile
we're falling in and out of love
the same damn problem

no good

2009-08-24T10:28:00.004+08:00

oh man what is this leading to

got back my car for a day, body temp went up to 38.9 celcius

I rarely had fever, and must it be now NOW

ahh.........

and what's worse, my chest has been aching for a week. I thought it's caused by the impact from both the accidents. no time to visit the doc........................

what's next?

*edited*

WHAT ARE THE SIGNS AND SYMPTOMS OF H1N1 (SWINE) FLU IN PEOPLE?

The symptoms of H1N1 (swine) flu in people are similar to the symptoms of regular human flu and include fever, cough, sore throat, body aches, headache, chills and fatigue. Some people have reported diarrhea and vomiting associated with H1N1 (swine) flu. In the past, severe illness (pneumonia and respiratory failure) and deaths have been reported with H1N1 (swine) flu infection in people. Like seasonal flu, H1N1 (swine) flu may cause a worsening of underlying chronic medical conditions.

In children emergency warning signs that need urgent medical attention include:

Fast breathing or trouble breathing
Bluish or gray skin color
Not drinking enough fluids
Severe or persistent vomiting
Not waking up or not interacting
Being so irritable that the child does not want to be held
Flu-like symptoms improve but then return with fever and worse cough

In adults, emergency warning signs that need urgent medical attention include:

Difficulty breathing or shortness of breath
Pain or pressure in the chest or abdomen
Sudden dizziness
Confusion
Severe or persistent vomiting
Flu-like symptoms improve but then return with fever and worse cough

I hope I don't die.

thankiu samsy

2009-08-20T23:37:00.003+08:00

"I'm gonna borrow my friend's car to the bank later.."
"wa you drive.. hmmm good luck eh."

***

Finally got back my (uncle's) car. AH!

HI
I'M BACK ON THE ROAD

kap liu

2009-08-16T03:35:00.004+08:00

29 July

7 August
my (uncle's) car I borrowed for less than a week

fucker who hit my arse for no reason when all cars were stationary at the traffic light.
swear I was the most innocent human alive that day.

SUEH.

s'all good now besides having to leech transport everyday.. so susah laaaa :(
oh boi.. how my friend can even live without a driving license
nocarissuchapainintheass!

***

uh, thanks ey!
need more of it

it's temporary, IT's temporary.

2009-08-04T01:09:00.003+08:00

The emotion is fried and I hate going through this almost everyday in a week.
The loves and the hates,
screwed the mind.

Ah..
Btw, I've been gotcha-ed by the hitz.fm morning crew today, was in the office.
No idea when it'd be aired thou. It was.... stupid.

Anyways, to those who care, I'm getting on well.
Able to laugh without chest aching, able to 'work' my neck again, uh basically fully recovered.
Thanks for concern.

I long for care less sleep at home..

just when i thought..

2009-08-03T00:36:00.004+08:00

So much to =)

But more to bring it =(

in a month,
I'm confused.

*fingers crossed*
owh btw,
hey, i miss you

Goodnight, loves.

no words

2009-07-30T01:35:00.008+08:00

Sorry to have caused anyone of you to be late for work using the penchala link this morning.

My chest and body muscles are aching pretty badly now.
hmm I think they got worsen after the nap. =/
Hit on the steering wheels, spec flew to back seat and rubber band gone missing.. the impact...

And of all people who 'saved' me outta the car, Jakeman from Hitz.fm
Also another Malay lady who works for UH and offered a lift to the hospital
And the guy who fortunately was quite a distance away following my back
Being late for work for me. CREDIT & THANKS.

I owe you, my sis and limsinhan. Thanks..

**

This is something always happened to me.

I could sense something coming to offset the great time I had the point when I Plurked about the best month (July) of the year.
Never have I expected it to be this big a sacrifice.

Shitness.

Heart ache, in & out.
=(

cannot handle

2009-07-21T01:29:00.002+08:00

yo! check out my SINGLE chin exactly a year ago.

210708 @ Sushi, Dataran Pahlawan

dot dot dot

***

REALLY VERY RANDOM!

trouble kid

2009-07-19T03:49:00.013+08:00

Had some sort of a 5days-early birthday celebration with random lovely people yesterday.
Thank you and the present :)

Eh your bday coming ald hor..
Ya lo..wa you remember.. hahah
Of course lar. you want to organise party?? I do for you.
Huhh.. don't want lar.. so old ald.

She loves crowd she loves visitors to my house and she particularly loves cooking besar-besaran although there may be merely 3,4 people.. my mum definitely loves party more than me. But that was sweet ain't it. <3

***

Had this conversation with a guy, friend of a friend’s boss, met yesterday. Told you I celebrated with random people. Haha.

What is your dream when you were like a little girl?

Nothing near to what I am doing now for sure.

So why, what was that that you wanted to do instead of accounting?

Not anything sitting in the office from 9am to 9pm! I like designing, but not drawing cause I can’t draw nut. Haha..

Do I complaint too much? Or does everyone grumble about their jobs? More and more are leaving, but even more have begun to building a TINY BIT of passion onto this ‘abusive’ industry. I doubt none has never thought of the former, but thankfully I’m at this point at the latter. How long it’d last, is an utterly different thing.

You see the miserable thing having to long working hours, of 5 people of my team mates, 3 have their beaus in the firm in the same line itself. It’s THAT common simply because there are just too many pretty chicks and horny bosses.

For me, I still find working with the right people prevails against any other factors that I could thought of. Which gratefully by far I don’t have to deal with any nasty malicious seniors as they’re mostly guys. ‘Surveys’ have proven that female seniors are harder to please, what you say? I kinda have to agree. =/ hopefully I don’t turn bitchy someday XD

wh have I shared this anyway? That’s my boss ;)

***

Sister yang noob don’t know what she did to the camera’s setting. Most of the photos turned out blurry, still waiting for somebody to pass me the rest. Hmmmmmmmm...............................

See, I tears that easily. The night before my convo my dad actually told me my mum was sick and they wouldn’t be able to attend. I nearly like weep in the gym LOL! I’m a cry baby heheh. Anyway, these people in the photo are so good at acting even pakat with my mother my father my sister when I don’t inform anyone at all.

=’)

Thanks even though you’re too busy to fcuk. Fcuk can get anytime ma my convo only once in a life time!

And you get to wear the rob too how cool is that! You don't get that in your lifetime =P

My long time/all time bitch =)

***

I sometimes love my room

but not when it's like this. I fecking need a cupboard man.

my little corner, night love.

Off of Taylors

2009-07-12T19:17:00.006+08:00

A promise LONG TIME ago that we'll attend each other's graduation. But me being a busy bitch, she made it happen.

"Tomorrow have to wake up early la.. my convo."
"oh tak ajak sial!"
"I didn't invite anyone ler, only can bring 3 guests my parents and my sis lor. u want can come la nearing the end i'll call u."
"ohhh see how la if I'll be around KL."

"Where's one more?"
"He might come later, knock door and phone call no respond."
"o.." *disappointed*

The one whom I haven't seen for ages, also the LEASTTTTTTTTTTTTT expected person in the list to help carrying my handbag on my graduation day!

The one that promised and did turn up, with a rose ;)

THANK YOU, PEOPLE.
Things turned out great unlike what was anticipated.

Thanks for the effort of the thoughts and plans.
Thanks for wasting petrol just to see me on stage.
Thanks for being my PA the whole day!
Thanks for having to ffk customer that might cause significant loss, say 3265843752904859 bowls of taiwan mee!
Thanks for the flowers.

Every single effort means so much.
None's missing from the list that I'd wished to see today.

LOVES, SUE

meh!

2009-07-11T16:34:00.005+08:00

Great.

I STILL have a total of ONE MONTH leave to be utilised by end of the year. And it's exclusive of study break (5 days).

How awesome?
You shall see me more WITHOUT the lappie and holiday is sooooo on my way!
Oh my mama.. now I have problem finishing it.

sweeeeeet ;)

p/s: will be occupied the whole of October for second CPA paper.

***

My convo is tomorrow. YEA WHAT THE HECK HOR!
After more than 365 days, it'd finally be held at Nikko hotel KL tomorrow.
No friends have been invited as the ticket are expensive, sorry. Highly doubt anyone would spend hundreds just to witness me in that gown that almost all has worn.
The excitement to throw square cap and be snapped on graduation gown has long gone.

I'll be graduating tomorrow man WTFx2. hmm..

***
*

IFG PwC FTW!

for you I care,

2009-06-28T17:25:00.006+08:00

JUNE
Jin
LiShan
Kniiiiiiiiii
Juliet
Caryn
KenLim
EricLim
Den KH
Looney!
LiShin
Nigel
Liang
Jolene
Blake
DarrenChuahAhKong! *dui buchiiii!

wa lao. damn kao alot people jer..

JULY
LimSinHan
TimothyChase
Lilac
ChiweiKoay!
Kuni
Casey
EuLing
Milky! :)

as far as I can remember,
HAPPY (belated) BIRTHDAY people!

***

Funny shit.
FB is actually quite smart.
But somebody is the other way round, kena warning!
LOL

TGIF? no..

2009-06-26T23:42:00.001+08:00

sigh.

Don't like it when there's nothing to do (don't feel like doing work!!) on a Friday night, and have 3 birthday invitations tomorrow wtffff! ALL 3 also feel like goingggggggggggggggggggggggg! :((

And have to work from office on a Saturday!

tiu x 2.

a random click..

2009-06-26T00:14:00.003+08:00

At February 4, 2008 2:25 AM aya said:

time is a factor no doubt
but the time you spent together for this new relationship is much more than what others think. and i think go for it. because i cannot stand the whiney self pity sue back in december :P and if those people saw that smile on your face now and the face back then, they'd know its the right choice. :]

*hugs*

At February 4, 2008 11:51 AM Kilos Of Faith said:

Well, look over there now.
That little girl of mine is happy again.
And I'm happy too!
And it's also time for me to pack up and leave. I shall miss the time spent together. It's better to see you less now than to see you often with your tears flowing down.

still there..

Back in one piece

2009-06-24T22:30:00.004+08:00

Fortunately I still have another not so kiasi friend like me, who is willing to risk her life to go shopping, like me. hehe. GOOD TRIP :)

We're back safe and healthy, AT THIS POINT. I really hope neither of us will fall sick *HUG WOOD!!* within the coming few days/weeks although already tried our best to spam water everyday, everything we consumed for the past 4days were damn heaty. even mee soup, we just couldn't help it but to spam the oh-so-yummy chili powder. damn failed. CONTINUE SPAM WATER AYA!

We basically invested 65% on clothes, 25% on food and another 10% went to transportation. Yea, about there. No massage no strip show no gigolo. The stuff and food are so cheap, you feel guilty for not buying/eating =p And our budget ran out the day before we left cause our dear friend thought she has another 1000baht (which initially was kept for last day on taxi fare to the airport) when it's a 100baht.. hm..

Bumped into a friend at Chatuchak market, and another client at Bkk Airport. The world so mini man.

Owh, and there were like thousands/millions of people we see everyday, we could hardly get a total of 10 that is wearing a mask. We kind of gave up in the end. hehe..

TOMORROW WORK WHAT THE PHUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*bangs wall*

wan an :(

BKK, we'll be back!

*edited*

hahahahahahahaha.. I don't know why my friend like that.
she just message that she found the 1000baht.
SWEAT..................
IT's hinting that we should go back and continue shopping I suppose?
Why my friend like that wan.... LOL

final decision

2009-06-19T21:51:00.002+08:00

I'm never afraid to die.
Believe it or not.
I've always told people if you're meant to die, even overwork at the gym will bring you to heaven. (a recent case happened in one of the fitness centers)

me: eh if i die, please burn me famous amos!
han: ok ok! will burn you the before cook wan, so when reach you just nice can eat!
me: LMAO!

Only him will come out with crap like this man. haha.

So yea, our long awaited plan.
Here we come, BKK :)

now

2009-06-19T17:08:00.000+08:00

epic

2009-06-13T21:11:00.003+08:00

sweet..
another one after a year wtf

from BambooMatinsPlace to Poppy

awesome la you people lol

SORRY TLS YOUKNOWWHATIMEAN.
THANKYOUANDILOVEYOU!
AND I HOPE YOU ENJOYED (BEFORE 3AM =/)

THANKYOU NKW FOR THAT WALLPAPER.

Thanks, people :)

hell of a night

my room is so unbelievable CLEAN

2009-06-10T22:43:00.003+08:00

On behalf of Chang Ting Ting, “idiotccbpickpocketmayyoudiecrashedandburnevenhellwonttakeyou”.

I don’t know who this Chang Ting Ting is, but I supposed that’s her name (from the envelope she was holding). The poor girl who got pick pocket in the KTM today, right in front of me. I’ve never hated taking train SO much until today. Come to think about it, today was rather extraordinary because first time on Putrajaya line and for some reason had to travel by KTM to Subang, which I usually only take LRT and Monorail. And Putra line is like the extreme opposite of KTM. That kind of service you pay 4times extra. Screw KTM lah! Blardy mc.

Anyways, am kind of in my off-peak period for audit lately. Things got pretty chilled and life’s good though still tired of the travel. And thanks pilot boys for the help these past few days, especially waking up early in the morning. I know my life sucks T_T

BKK is 10 days away! ;)

I owned a medical center at Jalan Ampang since today.

there's always a slot

2009-06-02T23:01:00.003+08:00

That........ really really REALLY hurts.

It took fecking courage before decided on that one click.
So.. thanks...................

to emo

post ke tiga ratus

2009-05-29T00:30:00.002+08:00

Earlier today during lunch,

since tomorrow’s my last day here (Nilai), what if I can’t complete the outstanding, can still do during the weekend right?
hm.. should be ok wan lar.. hahah.. *mumble*
oh no ma, scared she wants it urgent…
oh.. no la.. that can leave pending first, can do at home mar.. *mumble again*
ok lor.. huh??
extending you lar…
HAR???? …. *shocked!*
TS most likely will extend your stay here lorr…
so late ald, still can change meh? (I was allocated to another job on the coming week, but got extended for current job at frigging Nilai! tns!)
why not..
owhhh… see……… *continue my just-turned-tasteless lunch......*

MEH!
That.... really spoilt my day when I thought MU lose wont give shit to my day........ boo:(

Since fecking Monday, MONDAY, I thought it’s at last ending. Carpool existed for a reason, convenient sake, no? I had to travel to Bukit phucking Jalil to ‘carpool’. That’s as good as asking me to drive to Nilai myself lor. And I very much think that my safety comes first before anything else (second would be the company’s laptop), cause I hate taking risk of catching last train to end my everyday, and where I wait for 30minutes, but to receive a “where are you?” when you don’t see me after just 60seconds. Well, I was required to travel my own in the end anyway. Drive with jeopardy of anytime-kena-crash on the highway every morning. Seriously man, damn chat sleepy wei 7/8am drive highway.. but can’t be worse than traveling home after work….. horrible vegetable journey that takes forever to reach. I’ve also traveled Nilai-Malacca after a colleague suggested that since Nilai’s in between. It’s just slightly further to go back Malacca instead of Damansara, but the additional 10km of ‘risk-of-dying-on-the-road’ certainly worth the drive. HOME’s never so good, after an all exhausted day of work. What more when dad prepares breakfast for me the next day for work? :)))))

The only thing I’m looking forward having to be extended in this job is to be able to go home more often. I wished I was away from home and them, now I wish I’m just home. Sigh, why are people so kuai lan and are always taking things for granted.. Another thing, my saving has also recorded a new lowest point ever since.. ever. Waja phucking suck petrol. Saving plan? What that? Can eat? Been traveling so much nowadays to a point I start imagine what if Masio fails and explode while I speed on the road. Lol but really ler who knows heh that old junk cannot handle. =/

Owh yea, have had my first stock count, and every Monday now and then. The 2 I’ve done so far were unexpectedly tremendously fun! Client’s super duper cool and nice! :) I was fortunate enough to have all stock counts done in the malls; KLCC and Pavilion; later to Pyramid, Alamanda and Queensbay. Masio sure stress sial. lol..

Tired laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa…… knnbccb…….. I HATE SO MUCH WHEN CLOCK TICKS 7AM! which is 7 hours away from now :( I wish Nilai is as FAR as my house to The Curve. Haha!

Goodnight!

Leona Lewis - Run

2009-05-20T01:53:00.006+08:00

At least 1/6 have tendered, and 99% (my 'survey') thought of resigning.

It kind of got me thinking heading straight to such big Firm on a first job is a REAL BAD idea.

Some much of fretting even on first couple of months, the never ending compiling workloads (REALLY NEVER!), they never stopped piling and pending, juggling obligations from every aspects, the more and more and MORE pressure you hammered yourself with, just so to keep up to level, only to be on par of ‘expectation’. Outperform... seemed to be so distant. Seeing smartER people to even start leaving is really not helping. I can never imagined how these people managed to make it up to Partner level, geez.. do they have like 30 hours a day or what? Salute.

I thought I was in worst case working on Saturdays, until a colleague has to work 7 days a week, 12 hours a day (not just for weeks..) with the audit team. That’s officially married to the Client, not PwC.

It's like, 'I like you but is not given chances to deliver my effort.' How lar?

I'd be so impressed of myself if another 3 years and I'm still part of the firm. HAHA.

Too bad you're in Johor.

2009-04-28T03:19:00.011+08:00

Sorry I ffk on your call again today. I was walking into the lift and bla bla bla then later I got lazy when gotten home, because my bed is sexier than you! hehe. And you know about my exam, hence the 1 day late entry (not like you check anyways). The text and call make it up!

Happy Birthday my sexybuluman. :)

Real name,

A⋅dri⋅an [ey-dree-uhn] Show IPA –noun
Tan Bao Kang

No bf actually delved my handbag before

No bf literally sits by the side and supply tissue at shitty time before

No hairy bf whos whole body got covered by hair

No bf so emo and glow in the dark

but YOU!

Hey bf,
I lap you!

A point,

2009-04-23T06:12:00.003+08:00

I came to realised, and understand, why that hasty decision.
yet, it was reasonably unfair.

**

1 week to 5/6!

Then I need satay celup and cendol!

i'd love to think i'm a superwoman

2009-04-18T00:53:00.007+08:00

It was very tough for me 5 years ago to stay far away from home all alone. I regretted and it’s purely homesick then.

But it is now weigh far more than I ever thought I could do this by myself. Entire self-sponsored life is never as fun as many perceive; earn and shop, no need to stress on assignment and exam etc. It was also as easy as eating kokocrunch to ask for money, just open the mouth. Now is still easy, just go to the ATM. But it’s no longer unlimited AND you bear the pain. It’s now all about commitment.

Work’s getting a lil tensed as time passed. It is so competitive, even among the ‘freshy’, that I don’t know why I could even made it through the interview in the first place. There goes the work pressure hits. Fortunately am able to take some time off from there, instead to a different level of stressfulness. Ahhh back to basic, exam. :( I need to perform! After nearly a year, study stress is back. And on expenses commitment alone itself, nowhere I could even put a start or an end to the list. The ultimate stress.

Almost independent in every aspect I could think of, from living to financially.

Nonetheless, if given to decide again, I would still make the same option to go Taylors and not in Malacca. I should be lucky despite being the youngest I’m never a pampered spoiled brat. I’d probably be stressed to death by now.

"how much you earn now?.. enough meh?"
“ask (money) from parents lar”
Or even,
“aiya, when they die the money also go to you.”

Why work then? Might as well don’t work at all, rot and wait til they die and you get em' all?
Sigh. Shame on you really.

Just keep going.

2009-04-10T23:03:00.005+08:00

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

I sometimes, sorry to say, realised gym makes better friend than human.

Yesterday I noticed I almost don't deal with any girl at all everyday of my life now. From waking up in a house of all guys to the only girl in the engagement audit team, and that basically already sum my everyday. And the matter of fact is 99.43% of friends I hang with are batangs.

The last thing I wanted to tell, my CPA paper is 3 weeks away from now. Totally lost touch on notes at midnight. Tried so hard last night but dozed of on the table wtf. T_T
Love the coming up study leave which allows more seconds to spend with ah gym. See, gym, my personal trainer is a also (muskle) man too.

Fortunate eh, no? hm..

And owh, CHINCHIAYI, YOU SURE LOVE MY FIRM. Cause those OL, even I'd do them. Holy mama.... seriously too many to handle. No brag AND I am NOT applying it to myself mind all. The dudes are pretty okay too. How lovely is my firm that's why I love going back to the office unfortunately doesn't happen often la. But all in all, for me my yao yeng boss still the ranking never jatuh. hohohoo.. and after 4 months now, any scandal gossip is nothing new anymore.

MIA mission damn failed la mch.
Til then, byebye!

Reporting and Professional Practice WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF! :(

good day, good week.

2009-03-22T23:04:00.002+08:00

Sunday, my body got forced up to the gym again. My life is so routine and cyclical nowadays. Work then gym during the weekdays, or starbucks then gym during the weekends. Seemed hardcore eh, still can’t resist food and rubbish. Crap…. And owh, my personal trainer was 110+kg 2 years back, and is having the ideal build now. Damn. And soon to find out that he’s friend of my Malacca friend. Ah long story, but small world. Like how I just got to know my colleague in my current GIPLC team, is a friend of my brother and his girlfriend.

“Owh I also was graduated from Macquarie Sydney U, what’s your bro’s name?”
“er, don’t think you know him. But if you happen to know anyone with the HOW, that should be my bro la… hahaha”
“haarr.. HOW ahhh.. the tall tall thin thin play basketball one is it??”
"goodness....... sweat!"

Even more ironic, they were in different batches and courses. WHAT ON EARHT?

Ok ok get back.

BTW, GUESS WHO I SAW AT THE GYM TODAY!? Please start your guess like NOW!

I shall cerita sikit before get you the jawapan muktamat XD

As I visit The Curve almost everyday now and then, I avoid parking my car inside since the parking rate has also risen to $3 from $1. (have enough investing at KL parking $10 per day :( ) I don’t understand why they clamped my car at 730am the other day parking right in front of fitness first. Madness 7am, for fuck sake ah? It’s not even causing any jam at any way because it’s the inside road surrounding the mall, not the outside lane by the road side. Who the heck goes shopping at 7am? Apparently in the afternoon or at night, those slots (where I got clamped) are fully occupied with cars. What the heck, don’t understand but nevermind.

Anyway the story I was about to tell is about a clumsy girl who dropped her car key on the ground outside of her car, not knowing for 6 hours, happily chilled and gym, til realized her car key was nowhere to be found! No panic as she got to the fitness counter to check regarding any lost and found car key. Thankfully, some kind dude picked it up and placed it with the fitness first staff, together with the complete set of Winnie-the-pooh-with-friends key chain! Relieved from panic.

“thank youuuuuuuuuuuuu!!! I guess I dropped it in the changing room or something? Who found it?”
“No. Someone found it by the walkway outside near the cars. You dropped it outside of your car, girl.”
“seriously..!? crapppp!…………… anyway THANKS A LOT..!”

T_T

This guy left a note with his number underneath my car wiper, only to realize it when I got to my car (that time already found my key). Hence I called to thank and to discover he’s.. somewhat a ~~overly~~ friendly guy… he wasn’t actually in the gym but the thought that I am most likely to be there since my car was just right outside. I have no idea who you are, I believe you’re a nice person to have returned a CAR KEY and I certainly wish to thank you by a meet up. Otherwise I would be walking to train station tomorrow.

But you see, it started of by saying I owe him dinner, then interested to be friend, then what he does by travelling Asia Pacific frequently (that he’s flying to Bangkok tmr, Hong Kong next week, etc), also a member of fitness first, bla bla bla. It gets quite… dodgy after FOUR sms. The next thing when I got home,

“hey, I think I’m gonna buy you meal instead cause I just strike 4D with your number!”

Okay… mas10…
1010? I will surely check with my mum tomorrow. In that case, my mum should be richER too!

Anyway, THANK YOU MR. ROY. Thank you also that my lil pooh tigger piglet and eeyore are still in complete set. But hey Mr. Roy, it really is pretty annoying when I reply once, you reply twice full length with at least 3 questions in a message.

Sigh. It’s a weird day.

So have you gotten your answer yet??

The answer is, GOD.

I saw our DEAR GOD at the gym today. Days have changed people! Miracle...

yo yo go back to your country yo!

2009-03-17T23:45:00.000+08:00

Body so big, but pea brain. Seriously dude, go back to your country and retake whatever you call undang-undang di jalan raya in your country. You better wish I don’t spot your Mazda 2200 again. Because of your bloody country never teach you NOT TO DOUBLE PARK FOR FUKING HOURS I had to wait like dunggu trying to reserve forward reverse forward berjam-jam. You are lucky it was me that you blocked, your car should really be dented by now. I was so effing tempted, just say you lucky.

May your baby Mazda get smashed by big fat truck tomorrow la.. since I believe you wouldn’t mind people leaving marks on your car. Anyway, credit goes to 1 of the security guards and a Malay passerby who were trying to get my car out even though failed to.

So hungry!

Hm, what's best to eat after gym?

GOOD LIFE

2009-03-17T01:15:00.009+08:00

damn long no cam whore cause damn bulat.

Am now at bulat-ess moment of 2009.
Thanks to audit.

Today I spent a total of.. I don’t know.. more than 7 hours? in the gym. Nothing beats this seriously.

So anyway, managed to escape from work today due to mas10 being an emobitch these past few days.

I was stuck in Jalan Sultan Ismail’s Carltex station last Friday after work at about 7ish. What’s more sueh than never bring purse when your car planned to fail on you 7PM AT KUALA LUMPUR when you’re alone, Limsinhan the nearest to my office was on MC and team mates all working from office at Sentral 1 instead of client’s at KL? No purse=no money no I/C no license no nothing. Hell of a loooooong story, but managed to get home one piece at late night. Collected my car on Sunday, apparently the engine’s oil was leaking quite very badly.

Comes Monday, it’s still fucking leaking like a period bitch. Great, sexy reason to take leave! So I headed to FF at The Curve since it’s so near. I presumed the car wouldn’t explode on the way. Spent some quality 3 hours and home continue to sleep. Sent mas10 for body checkup again and rushed back at 5ish for personal session appointment at FF. I don’t know how I did that, but I left FF only at 9 plus. Treadmill never missed as usual. Went for a jog near the housing area opposite The Curve after some quite-hardcore (for me after 4 months of gym-less depressed days) personal training session, so don’t be surprised to spot some howsoochin-alike fella running around The Curve, it’s me. My last time jogging I believe was last November. Apart from me being fatter, stamina still pretty well maintained I would say. Thank god for that. It was roughly a 3km run and the weather was good til almost the end it started to drizzle. Overall, damn effing so very the awesomeness. Later I bumped into a friend from Malacca in FF, we went to the BodyCombat class started at 730pm, also it’s my first class attended since member. I could so sense the muscles giving me hell of a time walking straight tomorrow. If only I could do this every other day. Stupid long working hours. Hmph!

Life's good.

At the moment still damn semangat, am making an effort to get my ass up at 6am and get to FF by 630 in the morning, whenever that’s possible. So far, yea, and car got clamped once as well. The Curve now has my SHARE of fucking 100bucks! Now hoping mas10 to get on track asap and allows me fly off from work at 120km/hour.

There 'they' go.

***

I ain’t some big fan of football, or not even near to a fan. But in history of the victory, I really think it was a good game on Liverpool vs. Man U played last Saturday.

Me and happy bois at Breakers, Hartamas.

***

Last August.
>=/

Where are you now. Where are you now.

2009-03-03T04:13:00.004+08:00

One of the TAPEs I repeated at least 5 times, 12 years back.
I will still watch it today.

Pride can stand a thousand trials
The strong will never fall
But watching stars without you
My soul cries

i wish u well

2009-02-22T23:36:00.005+08:00

Sleep-able.

Not!
Cannot make it.
Obviously someone who doesn't bring girls home, often.
good boi.

It's good to have friendS and you get to pao all sorts of ps3 games.
I definitely am not a game freak, so no point of getting one.

Simply love beers.
Hate to think that it's fattening.
but... but... heck!
is booze man

It's a wrap!

On Genting International Public Listed Company, still a month to go for interims follow up.
Next I'll be at PJ for 3M company! Ahhh.... screw KL jam! :D

Don't pity me for my long working hours.
At least I don't hate what I'm doing! (yet)

Now yes.
So, GOODNIGHT :)

24hours is not enough

2009-02-16T00:47:00.003+08:00

k30z says:
den do wat now
su² says:
my work
su² says:
lol
k30z says:
u still work?
k30z says:
u chillllllllll la can
k30z says:
i streesss sial see u work
su² says:
...
su² says:
-_-
su² says:
y u soo stress !!???

as at 1AM, Monday.

**

Jalan Alor's chicken wings
Petaling Street's lou shu fan
Jalan Ipoh's dim sum
Kepong's steamboat
OUG's pork noodle (chu yok fan)

SO feeling the guilt.......................... thankyouayachuagueyling.

Is there a watch with 28 hours?

I PHUCKING NEED TIME
to go to the gym
bloody hellllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll
gimme me a break, boss?

return my sleep.

2009-02-11T05:23:00.002+08:00

Another new record.

9am to 330am, not sleep but crunching figures.

Without excluding 2 hours for lunch and dinner, I didn’t even step out of the building one inch til I could breathe the air again after about 20 hours. Really, insane. And I see no point of sleeping now, leaving for work again in an hour plus. I nearly requested to sleep in the office instead of having to travel so much within a few hours.

Anyway, I was so near to be in heaven (or hell). Or perhaps be in the ICU by now. This guy yelled so loud the second I drove pass. Obviously I wasn’t aware of the whatever-construction that was going on by the highway after a sharp turning followed by a flyover. As of the curve of the road, I could barely even see if there is car in front of me. So bodo.. no warning at all beforehand! STUPID PEOPLE. And a huge stem of a tree hit the ground the moment I look through the mirror. masio really could have been smashed by it, and me being on obituary section today. See, life is way too short to predict. But God decided to have IT extended, a second faster than Him so you could still see me typing this crap now, and pwc could continue having me as a slave.

Going to work soon wtf. Hair also haven’t dry -_-

again?

2009-02-10T01:25:00.004+08:00

Vague stare

into tomorrows.

**

Finally, some time off spent with the bfs today. :)

He was like.. “wa.. call from sue man.”

Pretty good day. Despite having a whole day work sweating in the office as air-con was not on for its public holiday. Managed to leave at 730pm for dinner! Kay, this isn’t usual for me.

Having had that 20hours of sleep isn’t really helping after all, insomnia that is now. Wanted to do my work, but that blardy VASCO (some device used to connect to company’s server) decided to fail on my lappie now. Grrr…… meh!!

Okay now allow me to show you my (current) second room, the place I spend a 13-hour a day in. Even more than my own bedroom. -_-

beloved audit room!
during cny

7 laptops, that could go up to more than 10 some times.
That is also WITHOUT wireless provided wtf.

cherish the love

2009-02-09T00:46:00.007+08:00

Last week was frantically busy and been going to work like a zombie.

I was dragged to Barsonic last night, as in Saturday night after attending a friend’s open house. I swear I nearly dozed off in the club. Nevertheless, I like the music a lot despite the crowd was just okay and that most people (/girls) actually prefer R&B. Barsonic plays Trance. Don't mind going again!

Ampang Suzie mamak at 3am.

From what I remember (wasn’t even near to high, I could seriously just stand sleeping anywhere. SO SLEEPY!), it was about 5AM when I arrived home.

A call from dad at 3.30PM, don’t know what I talked and sleep back.

I woke up again, finally. Owh, 1AM.

24 – 4 = 20 hours of sleep. SHWEEEET. Hell of a record.

And man, what’s wrong with me.. frightened myself up in between a couple of times, thinking that I was late or supposed to be at work. wtf. Also yesterday while on the way home after suzie mamak, I was SO sleepy that I had no idea what was I saying to my friend, suddenly a “FIGURE” word just popped out from my mouth when we’re talking about…. I don’t remember, but definitely nothing to do with 1234.

It’s like..

“which way do you take to go to KL everyday?”
“yea.. that figure.. where to get har..”
“HUH? What did you say?!?”
“owh.. nothing nothing… what where you saying?”

Don’t know if my friend noticed it, but straight away I get myself back on the conversation cause it was so really fecking embarrassing can. -_- This is common when people are just too sleepy. But why….. why….. WHY “FIGURE”! mahai so geram.

A friend was talking to another friend.

“sue got bf already ah?”
“got.”
“who??”
“her job.”

Figures are eating up my life.

Does anyone know what does it indicate when dreaming of a person died? They said every dream has its meaning... I have this thing that I always dream of people dying, or I walk by dead bodies, or witness some ghastly road accident, or even MYSELF died, etc. I always have creepy dreams that got myself wake up in tears.

I dreamt of the SAME PERSON DIED FOR 3 TIMES! Come to think about it, all 3 times died in almost similar ways. The last 2 times were pretty long time ago but I could still remember the dream vividly. And the 3rd time repeated just when I had my 20hours of sleep. WHAT DOES IT INDICATE, anyone? Should I tell that person? I remember this superstitious believe that I should either tell, or not tell, or tell a 3^rd person, or something like that lar if dream of someone dying. Tell me if you’ve heard of that. Yes, certain things I choose to be pantang of.

I hate this. I hate my dreams, most of my dreams.

I certainly do not want anything NEAR to my dream happen to this person, and anyone I love, especially him. DO NOT TAKE HIM AWAY PLEASE.

"are you scared of dying, sue?"
"nope. but if I do die, I don't wanna die struggling or suffering through some illness, disease or whatever not.. I want to die before I knew that I was gonna leave everyone."
"yeah... same."
"the time will come when it's your turn how ever you avoid it from happening lor.."

Almost everyday I hear of people dying. None of them are close to me nor I know them, fortunately. But these are the things that alarm how you should cherish the one beside you now. Things often happen when you realised it's all too late. I learn life is short.

**

One back, another's leaving.
Safe flight my dear, Vincent.
Who knows our next trip will be your place the next round? =)
Loves, xoxo.

**

February Baby
Happy 1 year old, Nic!
Muah!

**

Til then,
cheers for a whole new week!

So far, I've missed ALL holiday for 2009. Federal KL public holiday and tomorrow Thaipusam, even ALL the Saturdays since January. 25 hours a day dedicated to my 'bf'. It gets frustrated at times when everyone's enjoying but my ass has to be in the office. But I'm learning the new life, learning to love the job, learning to cope with this hardcore working lifestyle. Which I hope I won't leave the firm as soon as many thought. At least, I like how my time is being occupied now. =]

Anyway, it's clearance this week! woohoooo!! Don't be surprised with my call at 8pm! =DDDD

If I die,
I love you!

RIP

2009-02-07T03:40:00.003+08:00

May his soul rest in peace
And may God give you strength

You have my deepest sympathy
Be strong, Wey.

and they call me,

2009-02-02T08:57:00.006+08:00

workaholic.

auditors' lives are crazy.

me: How did you even handle this life for a year?
senior: I also don't know man.....
me: =/ Amazing............

still, not dread going to work ~~yet~~

Owh btw,
HAPPY (belated) CHINESE NEW YEAR!
:D

Til then, laters.

alive, counting.

2009-01-16T00:36:00.005+08:00

730AM - hitz fm

WORKCOFFEEWORKWORKEATWORKWORKCOFFEEWORKWORKWORKWORKEATWORKWORKCOFFEEWORK

1130PM - capital fm

1AM - self time, SLEEP

that basically sums up an auditor's life

no complain, terlalu lucky cause team mates terlalu awesome.
:)

~~**~~

P/S: SORRY I KNOW I FFK ALOT NOWADAYS. MORE TO COME.

Impulse

2009-01-04T23:31:00.011+08:00

buyer I am.

I'm hot check me out.

Officially broke
til the next pay cheque.

~~**~~

311208-010109

Days have gone but not these people.

Still waiting for Eva's more complete of the Malacca Group!

Thank You, Strawberries!!

Go gray for 2009!
Same corour for the second year.

Red then. What's for the third?
Hm..

So anyway,
HELLO BUNNY!!
how many days how many days????
I lost count but I could almost sense your existence
XD

*edited*

mahai can't sleep at 3.30am.
So gonna yawn like 43268957943854 times during the kickoff meeting tomorrow. sigh.

Anyway, result of my insomnia.

anyway

A precious friend of mine

2009-01-03T00:26:00.006+08:00

Lilac & fiance Lii Thye

I'm glad you find someone to love you forever
To love unconditionally and not say never
For a long-term and lifetime fulfillment
Your life has certainly become clearer and more focused now
Found true love that lasts and move past the dating locusts
Most importantly, move forward happily and forget about the past
We're all so proud of you
:)

Another new page in life's history
A time to celebrate wholeheartedly
Congratulations on your engagement
May God's blessing be upon you always
And greater years than ever to come
LOVES

cheers to 2009

2009-01-01T19:36:00.006+08:00

So how was the earning last night?
I would have taken out the phone and get the conversation all recorded if I was sober enough,
"sekurang- kurangnya beberapa ratus lar boss.."
I bet each of you just had few thousands into the pocket on X'mas and last night.
knnbccb.

The road block ethics.
good money indeed.

~~**~~

Anyways, how did everyone get wasted last night?
hopefully not like mine. =/
Okay, what happened at Finnegan's stays there please!
but I definitely had a wonderful night with the right company to end my last day of 2008.

A deep heart sincerely wishing everyone a very prosperous 2009, with great health, good lucks and happiness.

*1-1-2008*

The path was long but we walked it with a song.
There were fears and tears but also had reasons for cheers.
Happy Memories of 2008
Have a Great 2009 ahead

hello, 23 years old.
-_-

2008-12-31T20:09:00.004+08:00

before I leave and back again only in 2009,

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

ps i fucking love you

the hatchback crews

every 31december

2008-12-31T00:54:00.005+08:00

to make me laugh again today last year.
to make me cry again today this year.
it happened all too soon.

it's all about you and your empty promises.
I'm broken all over again after 365 days.
exactly a year, how ironic.
the love so beautiful.
the love so weak.
I wish you didn't have came by.

good luck to her.

you were once here today.
time to leave it all behind.

reflect & resolve

2008-12-30T00:13:00.023+08:00

2 days to a brand new year. So have you had your resolutions yet? I somehow feel 2009 is just another day. It’s only a new numeral change in the calendar. Still, it’s good to have a time for looking back to the past, and more importantly, forward to the coming year. It’s time to reflect on the changes we want to make and resolve to follow through those changes.

Let’s have recap of my 2008.

In fact, the year didn't start off very well.

1st of January. On the way up Genting.

Both 731 injured pretty badly.

Got snatched on a night before Chinese New Year's Eve.

Other than that, things went pretty well plus tons of first experience.

One of biggest achievements, graduated. :)
Managed to leave Taylor’s for good.

Visited my Uni in Sydney too!

Congratulation to ALL of us who have graduated this year ;)

Second biggest achievement, joined the big family of PricewaterhouseCooper. :))

Traveled alone to find the best gateway.

It finally happened after much of planning. Utterly awesome.
loves*

Picked up the habit of exercise. It has stopped for a while thou =(

Moved out of the place I’ve slept for 4 years. As wished for a long loooong time!

And did some shifting in Sydney too. Lol.

And certainly oodles of fun.

Backstreet Boys.

Chris Daughtry.

Brendan Fraser.

With the company,

that has been there when I was all alone.

that provide a lot of booze! And comfort. :)
that I call a sayang :)

that brought a whole lot of fun into my 2008.

that I first met but unforgettable.

that I'll be seeing frequently in and out of work place.
"auditors must chill!"
Thank God for meeting bunch of not-so-serious people, yet.

that has never left.

that has certainly been through so much together.

that never let you walk alone.

that I LOVE so much.
that I miss the most now.
"print screen la wei"
"I don't know how to use MAC print screen."
noob! lol.
xoxo*

As a whole, 2008 is one momentous year for me, compared to the previous years. It’s fair that it was both bitter and sweet. I survived through the bad time, losing one I loved during the mid of year, but enjoyed most part of the second half of 2008 despite being jobless for quite some time.

Unlike as I thought it was marked for 2008.
It's all about learning the right person.

I'm very much looking forward to this day again, hope it'll turn out as much fun. :)

Guess that's it. I could continue but it'd be too much! haha.
I'd love to see your recap too!

til then,

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
May all be blessed with a greater year in 2009 :)

BYE and THANKS to 2008.
HELLO 2009!

Total thrilled

2008-12-29T03:01:00.007+08:00

Awesomely hectic. Total incredible weekend and I’m glad to not end the year anything near to miserable this time around. The best of all is no doubt the company. Completely contented.

Some colleagues and I at Eckywoobee for cheap beers.
And that Tao Master game.. say everything stays there. =x

We didn't manage to have 'nice dinner' like turkey, but Satay Kajang for X'mas dinner!
Sweeeeet~ :D

Shi Ying's crib after Satay.

Nothing special anymore,

up Genting for Starbucks and some 'donation', Friday.

Break of dawn at Cameron Highland, Saturday.

with the usual Fly Bois.

First time to Cameron Highland.

I’ve never knew people actually live there, as in they have houses and facilities like school, bank, and wet market in the morning. My general impression on Cameron is always only those farm farm farm and more strawberry farms, spacious land with beautiful plantation, and some themepark, maybe? I thought it’s like.. Genting. -_- Ok so yes only to the weather, but the town smells so funky where ever we go! Guessed the fertilizers. Impression smashed. =/

On our way back. When GTI met a 'friend'.

Hell of an amazing road trip. We left at 4 in the morning and arrived home again at 4pm.

All burn out.

And of course, the X'mas eve dinner steamboat at Liang's! Thanks for inviting, theStrawberries! (no photos were taken =( )

P/S: Racer Bois, please be extra EXTRA cautious, you know what I mean! LOVES.

2008-12-26T21:38:00.002+08:00

MY GOSH
IT HAS CAME TO MALAYSIA
SO NEAR TO MY PLACE

A year

2008-12-26T13:08:00.003+08:00

ONE.
If your lover betrayed you, how will you react?
* Mad.. like really mad, it upsets me. I wouldn't wish you well in the short run. Er, am I considered a vindictive person? But I actually forgive pretty fast also la.

TWO.
If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
* Time machine, wish I could turn back time. So that I could do something before anyone of you!

THREE.
Whose butt would you like to kick?
* Seriously, I could only think of my boss’ now. hahahahahah!

FOUR.
What would you do with a billion dollars?
* Travel around the world, city and beaches.

FIVE.
Would you fall in love with your best friend?
* Why not. Although I’m never agreed in turning a best friend into bf/gf, but it probably is the best way to lead to life partner. But at this age we're just too young to decide the 'one', so it's better not to than ruining the friendship.

SIX.
Which do you think is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
* Being loved by 100% when I love him 80%. LOL. People learn can! NEVER LOVE A GUY 100% full stop.

SEVEN.
How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
* I've said "I’d wait as long as he comes back". But those are just words of comfort to ease one self with a slight hope that he will come back. Which in most cases, that doesn’t happen. Hence there isn’t any specific period for me, instead words just spit out of anger or on the spur of the moment when a relationship didn’t end in a mutual manner. Or perhaps I’m always waiting til another turns up. :)

EIGHT.
If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
* Check out FB everyday hoping to see ‘xxx ended his relationship with xxx’ (and attack)! Hahahahaha.. Devilish I know but don't lie I bet all of you are the same!!

NINE.
If you were to act with someone, who would it be?
* I was to say Gerard Butler! But I think he’s a lil too old for my age (to act with). So I’d go for Zac Efron. XD

TEN.
Would you invite your ex bf/gf to your wedding?
* No unless we’re really talking like friends.

ELEVEN.
How would you see yourself in ten years time?
* That’d be 32! Goodness. 10 TIMES MORE THAN MY CURRENT PAY! woot!

TWELVE.
What's your greatest fear?
* Trust.

THIRTEEN.
What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
* I tagged myself from Van’s.

FOURTEEN.
Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
* I once told my sisters I’d go for love than money and I got screwed from both of them T_T But now I go for the former! It’s all about the monay~

FIFTEEN.
What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
* Check the time on my phone.

SIXTEEN.
Would you give all in a relationship?
* Yes in the past. And it's stupid. SAY NO, GIRLS.

SEVENTEEN.
If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
* Pick the better one la -_- but I don’t think I’ll ever love 2 person equally at the same time.

EIGHTEEN.
Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
* I forgive but won’t forget. We would be friends I could tell you a secret, but I see how you once fucked up my life when I look into your eyes. cheers :)

NINETEEN.
Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
* Having a guy who can really treats me good, else I’d rather be single.

~~~**~~~

See, the good thing about PwC.
We get paid for being pampered for having free breakfast and tea everyday, lunch and dinner roughly twice a week, what more, one day annual leave to claim. HAHA. I told them I had a day to clear off, “WTF WORK ONE MONTH ALSO GOT ANNUAL LEAVE!” Yea it was prorated so we all have 1 day off even working for only a month, more like 3 weeks of free meals. And I’ve allocated it on the 24^th. Woot!

25^th, the world declared holiday. Woot woot!

PwC is a UK based company. Boxing Day has also been declared holiday. Woot woot woot!

While Monday is cuti Awal Muharam. Woot woot woot woot!

24^th - 29^th. WOOOOOT!

And the best thing of holiday is having not to stuck in KL! I’m currently working for Genting Group, travelling everyday to Wisma Genting. GOSH I HATE THE JAM.

for no reason

2008-12-24T15:01:00.003+08:00

so LAST Christmas it was me, the unlucky ones got spotted at Jonker.

so who now THIS Christmas. Good luck to her.

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!
let's get wasteddddd tonighttttttt! XD

laters

2008-12-19T23:29:00.003+08:00

Best training programme, EVER.

spot me!
Also part of the best people met in 2008.
It's a wrap babeh!

THISLOVE

Hi to Eyebag!

Eckywoobeeeeeeeeee

2008-12-15T02:11:00.006+08:00

So not used to be busy, but I'm loving it! Haven't been keeping promise to reply plenty of mails that are on pending for a long time, I'm sorrrryyyyyy! I'm actually on some course work now, ain't the real assignment to do auditing yet as the training is still going on. But there's quite a lot of reading and stuff.. basically attending 'classes' everyday. But with those games, breakfast and tea sessions provided everyday (and dine with macho manager! :D), man.. I wish this training goes on longer! Lol. This programme is specially cater to people like ME. My last touched on Audit was 2 years back during my second year of degree, I could hardly remember a thing now. So yea, been information overload everyday. And I'm registered to CPA membership. Alright lar, 3 years' gonna be fasssssttttttttt!

Just like this,

I did once.

I did twice.

I never failed.

~**~

Seriously.... seriously....... besides me, what is cuter than this? I love this nekkid one the most, and it's the cheapest cause it's nekkid! I want I want I want to have one! but buying myself a x'mas present seemed so pathetic. hm, THANK YOU (anyone)!
LOL. *cough* *1U* *cough*

Goodnight, love.

"go down the table."
"yes boss!"

2008-12-11T23:25:00.001+08:00

I is teh very happy man.

XD

sick but.... on happy mode.
Wohoooo~!

laters for more.

gateway.

2008-12-06T02:45:00.013+08:00

Avillion Hotel at Port Dickson.

More than 10 years since I went to Port Dickson.
It totally changed my perception towards PD this time.

I’ve gotten my business card today! :)

Things have been really great throughout my first week being part of PwC, but do not embrace the part of footing with that one and a half inch heels plus a 2.8kg machine on the back! Hm, that’s the only thing I’ve gotta bear with; sardin in the train with a laptop. Luckily it’s not too troublesome to get to my working place by catching the LRT, at least no switching of trains needed. So far I haven’t drove to office yet. I’m not familiar with the parking around that area, ALSO can’t be able to leave home like.. at 6am!? You know lar, first week first impression mer.. so must lay that ‘Malaysian culture’ aside. Hence Masio travels only to Kelana Jaya LRT Station and it takes merely about 20 minutes to get straight to KL Sentral by LRT, where PwC office is located just across the street in 1 Sentral building. Still, roughly a kilometre walk from entrance to entrance. Not too far for me actually, it’s the weight of the laptop and heels that are taking me forever to reach. I changed into my heels only when arrived at KL Sentral, it really doesn’t help much.

I asked a friend how heavy does a normal laptop weigh,
“About 1.4kg.. how heavy is this?”
“2.8kg….”
… fecking hell. No wonder lar..
It’s only been 3 days but I felt as though after a backpacking trip.

One takes up only 1% out of 100% in the group photo.

I think it’s really good that the employment was started off with a training program, including a trip to PD for orientation and stuff.. you know, to let loose a little bit by the scary term of ‘auditor’. I would say myself as the minority who can’t wait to start tracking for errors on YOUR company! haha.. I’m the one you gonna hate! :D This current batch of new hires comprises of about 100 of us, in difference departments, mostly fresh grad and some experienced workers. That’s the amazing thing about this program, you get to meet all sorts of people at different levels and everyone's new, you won’t feel left out. All loners put together the same fun. :) The trip was breathtaking, connecting everyone closer in just 2 days.

Some of the tasks during games!

Our highest-score sand castle.

And my very first attempt on kayaking!
dammmmmnnn niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

However, the training has now gotten onto really intensive technical learning back in the office. It feels like days in Taylor’s, but with all new faces. No complain at all, nice place nice people, despite feeling sleepy during every talk. The training will last for a 2 week, and I have already been assigned to a project under Genting group which commences on the 22^nd. By then, I’ll be traveling out of office to client's. The coming 2 Fridays we are also to attend some dinner function with the upper management staffs and one of it parents are invited. Hm, I could sense a very strong competitive working environment ahead after a week of observation on all the new hires. Now that I realized the reputation of PwC wasn’t really made out of nothing. (cheh waa.. :p) Time to stand up and speak up!

So far everything’s going really fine and I’m on my pace to coping up things everyday. Waking up at 6 in the morning is still very so torturing after 1 week, squeezing with human in LRT is handle able, taking the lift alone at night is not SO scary anymore, but still hate the walking part with heels and laptop! Bong said I’d be so muscular. Hm, more like hunch at the back lor! Still deciding if to drive to work… but I don’t mind driving to client’s doh.. millage is claimable at $1.10/km! But this whole week parking Masio at Kelana Jaya, petrol dropped by not even 1 tank... shweeeet! :D

~~*~~

Shout out.

Julie-Ann dai ka che turned 21!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JULIE!
See you tonight!
I'm happy that I'll be seeing many friends that I've not seen for a year or so tonight. :)

Also a few that I've been looking forward to meet!

WELCOME HOME, KENNETH CHEN KIT KEN!

Kenneth. Jeannie. Julie. Marcus.
All home.
Enjoy the summer :]

One of my favourites out of 9GB of photos!
Kimberly is also back!

When is yours? The both of you, don't let me wait too long!

And another 2 that I miss a lot but no idea if i will ever see them again.

Daryl Soh, the hallmate.

and Kah Kiat.
*XOXO

GodDamnItIFeckingMissYouAll lo!!
:(

~~*~~

What's better than having unlimited sushi on the first night at PJ?
Xie xie ni!

2008-12-04T01:21:00.002+08:00

Almost forgot how's busy like til today

:D

so much larger than life

2008-11-30T15:21:00.004+08:00

She could be one of the most unreasonable and stubborn person because ‘everything I say is right!’. But with the endless love and care to give, she certainly makes one of the most dedicated and loving MUM in the whole wide world.

It's her big day today. Unfortunately my sister has to work and I'm also back at PJ. So we celebrated for her on Friday night at home as she insisted of cooking what we 'ordered'. But MY mum, she's never lonely. I bet she's having a great time now as I know she has 2 parties planned today!

I wish they knew how much I love them despite them being unreasonable and also me being rebellious at times.
I wish you knew how much it hurts to see the tears shed because you worry so much.
I'm sorry.. but all I need is your trust and that's all that matters to me. Remember the key pendant on my 21st birthday? No longer the 12 years old baby girl anymore okay :)

For all that you do
Watches me grow, watches me cry
At times you made me (really) angry
But when I needed comforting, you always found the time
So smile, cause I love you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!

New roll..

2008-11-27T01:29:00.008+08:00

as a colleague!

The chicka trainee!

2 of the photos taken during my internship at EY.

~~*~~

Finally, something new rolling in.

I’ve moved in to my new place in PJ 2 days ago, staying at Pelangi condominium. It’s very near to The Curve, jogging distance I would say. lol. The master tenant is a friend from Malacca and the house was occupied by only him and his brother, so here I come.. to help sweeping the floor. Anyway, the place was a little messy, but not as sloppy compared to the ‘normal-typical-all-guys’ house. And only then I got to know that I’m having the master bedroom with attached toilet and air-con! Just like wanted :) Got myself a small side table for my laptop from Ikea today and the only thing lacking now is a standing lamp! Will get it when mum’s off for Malacca =p Yea my mum has been with me for the past 2 days. Because she insisted of following to view the place.. and stay… to company me because the 2 brothers aren’t around. Hmm, being a mum. The second day I woke up, the hall and kitchen turned amazingly sparkling! …. she basically cleaned the entire house before I was awake. The toilets, balcony, kitchen, even the fridge! I suppose this will last til by the end of THIS year? lol. The house is so clean now :) And what’s with mattress as sofa nowadays? Plus the guitar stand by the side of the TV, oh no.. I miss Sparta! But I miss the Spartans even more!! Since mum’s around I’m home TO teman her now instead -_- I can’t leave her alone in the house to meet anyone else, so I’ve gotta just stay at home and enjoy the internet. lol end of internet deprive. I could see the swimming pool right from the window of my room, and also from the balcony. The pool is really nice! Also I was supposed to check out the gym today, but was way too tired after a whole day of shopping spree with mum. I’ll go tomorrow. All in all, I’m pretty satisfied with the place BUT the only 1 thing I dislike is the walking distance from the carpark to the lift AND from the lift to the doorstep! It’s not far, I just… hate taking lift alone. Knowing that my job requires me to stay late for most of the time, I don’t feel secure walking alone. Lagi lagi phobia of ‘human’. I’ll just stick around until a better deal.

By the way, I’ve tried using the Bangsar way to get to office at KL Sentral and the jam was bad. But I guessed by using federal highway it’d be worse. What are the other options? I know I can’t avoid jam in any way, but at least I’m looking for the nearest or fastest way to get to KL from PJ (from the Curve to be specific). Help help!

I think I had the worst and best time last year during the two months internship in Ernst & Young (EY). We promised a better year in 2008 but it backfired! Hmph! 2009 2009 2009! Roads gonna be bumpy at this juncture for no doubt, more potholed walking alone. Unlike last December, December 1^st this time I’m reporting to PricewaterhouseCooper (PwC) instead of EY. I’m excited and looking forward eagerly to start working, also to have my very own income. So much on the pending list..! But I could also foresee pretty soon I'd get so pissed off with my workload and hopefully I don't jump down from 14th floor. Or if I do, hopefully I score the pool. Hehe.. gotta just bear with whatever that comes along. New resolution for this New Year would be to complete at least a 3 year in PwC, with a CPA. Who knows I enjoy being 'tortured', heh? Well, nothing comes easily, strive for the money yo! Nonetheless, good luck to those who are still on their job hunting, especially Kelly, Styne and KNI! And Ngkokwen, whatever your decision would be, I wish to see you back home as soon as possible. As usual, best of luck and do keep me update! But you know I love surprises, so maybe you know… but not krispy kreme this time! lol. If only you could take away the kebab. =/ I believe 2009 will not be easy for many of us, we’ll make it happen! ;)

So what if I bounce back slower than the others? It took a while to really let go of the past and be thankful for the tears you have caused. In the end, they make a stronger of me to gear up for better days ahead. I had more than enough break and it’s time to do what’s right to do now.

~~*~~

I’m on MSN and people have already started asking about New Year eve plan! =/ omgness, one year has passed. Lucky I’m still 18.

Last Christmas I gave you my heart
but the very next day you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Exactly a year ago today.
Also the last time I stepped into Maison.

What about this year?
:)

it was tears of disappointment
if you ever realised

Home alone season N.

2008-11-14T15:25:00.013+08:00

I enjoy being home alone. Although the silence level gets pretty scary especially at night; because it’s either the TV or radio would be turned on if my parents are around (even not at home, they have the habit of not letting the house quiet because they believe my dog listens to radio -_-), or mum will do her routine nagging la. All in all, it’s never quiet. But this week, it’s been either blasting the music or only with the clock ticking, hearing how fast every second is passing by. And after months that I’ve been praying for time to go by faster, finally.. I’m leaving Malacca. Don’t get me wrong, I love Malacca, but I’ve had enough of what-to-do-next and the where-to-go going on my mind everyday. (Come to think about it, I was also home alone when I arrived home in July. Why la.)

I really regret not knowing these people earlier causing this heavy heart to leave now. You know it’s been so long since I’ve made any friends by myself! Haha.. a lot of acquaintances and many friends are met through friends, almost all the time. (at least at this point when I’m still not working and meeting many people yet la) Suddenly I just thought there were in fact a lot more that I could have done apart from what I was doing all these while. Heck.. I’m leaving.

I went on dinner with these 2 guy friends I recently met at the gym. They decided to buy me dinner since it was my last day at the gym, and I got myself fusion burger at Wok & Pan! Later we crossed over to Nadeje for coffee and dessert. Apparently, they were the very first few to join the gym ever since it was opened, and have been constantly working out for years. One of them, damn semangat in the world; staying at Bandar Hilir, travel to work at Seremban everyday, go home after work, and go to gym from Bandar Hilir again! Oh, I’m referring to the gym at Melaka Baru, OHM. No joke, I was really amazed by the determination. Another one is already a father, damn jaga badan and scared of fat. A father.… O_O…… scared of being fat!….. I feel… damn shy man >_<>

Omg, creepy noise from upstairs, or next door. I swear I scared of human more than ghost appearing at my house. I get so paranoid each time weird noises coming from nowhere in the house. From snatch theft, break-in til robbery (shit….. just realized all kena already -_-), seriously, curse you all man. Die die die!! >=/

Anyway, had an interesting conversation with the guys at this beer garden at BB (those kopitiam old men like to chill at night to have beers and sometimes sing the karaoke to public, instead of being at home with kids and wife. And at 2am is when there come the nonsense of how ‘kau lat’ (powerful) they are and how many ‘ma chai’ (follower) they have at BB). It was hell of a fecking long talk basically regarding how usually a relationship wouldn’t work out, and even divorce. All in all, a friend claimed that all breakups, in any case, are somehow caused by the existence of a third party. I don’t quite agree with that thou. Not gonna elaborate. We also touched on the ideal age to get marry. I suddenly blurt out “chill la, still young to worry on this right!” it appears that the guys are more anxious than me! I was ‘reminded’ to still have a 5 to 6 year left, which is shorter than the guys, to hunt for the Mr. Right and get settled down. That’s… in fact a very short period. But 1 thing I will make sure I’d be earning at least a triple of what I have now by then! Mind you, at least. Hehe.

If I were a boy

Oh by the way, the Madagascar McFlurry damns orgasm! It’s about RM1.50 additional to the normal McFlurry, which costs around RM5.70 after taxed. Yes VERY expensive for McD standard ice cream. But.. =P~~

Finally, after... 2 years? lol.

MASIO is teh bomb!

just another

2008-11-12T23:45:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday Justyne!

And if you were wondering, Styne was the one pao-ed my msn and flirted with SAM YANG GAI.

not appreciated.

2008-11-11T16:13:00.003+08:00

SAM YANG GAIsays:

harlo!

su² says:

harlo!

SAM YANG GAIsays:

how r u?

SAM YANG GAIsays:

good or not?

su² says:

good good

su² says:

SAM YANG GAIsays:

best best

su² says:

working ah?

SAM YANG GAIsays:

yaya

SAM YANG GAIsays:

boring la now

SAM YANG GAIsays:

boss not in n got no cases for me to handle

SAM YANG GAIsays:

at kl?

su² says:

no la at mlk lo

SAM YANG GAIsays:

oo...come out yum cha!

su² says:

come la

su² says:

u chia ar?

SAM YANG GAIsays:

can also...

SAM YANG GAIsays:

but need to wait after work...

SAM YANG GAIsays:

haha

su² says:

owh, what time ur work finish? i cannot wait for u leh, hungry now

SAM YANG GAIsays:

eek...

SAM YANG GAIsays:

u nvr eat lunch?

SAM YANG GAIsays:

i finish at 5.30

su² says:

not yet, i home alone, so lonely

SAM YANG GAIsays:

by the time i finish u will die of hunger

SAM YANG GAIsays:

>><

SAM YANG GAIsays:

>.<

su² says:

wah so late ar, i die d lo

SAM YANG GAIsays:

ya lo...

SAM YANG GAIsays:

wei....

SAM YANG GAIsays:

dun feel so lonely la

SAM YANG GAIsays:

relax...u got a lot frens around u

su² says:

but i want more than friends

SAM YANG GAIsays:

....

su² says:

how ar?

SAM YANG GAIsays:

um...

SAM YANG GAIsays:

can i ask any question to u?

SAM YANG GAIsays:

why do u say that?

su² says:

what u wana ask?

su² says:

duno la i lonely la at home, sien, u cannot blah from work early abit issit

SAM YANG GAIsays:

cannot...later kena fire...

SAM YANG GAIsays:

haha

SAM YANG GAIsays:

tahan a bit for me can?

SAM YANG GAIsays:

u go eat sumthing light first..

SAM YANG GAIsays:

then i teman u go makan anything u want

su² says:

oh...bring me somewhere nice la

SAM YANG GAIsays:

hm...

SAM YANG GAIsays:

wat u like to eat?

su² says:

erm...i like to eat sushi

su² says:

but expensive woh

SAM YANG GAIsays:

@.@

SAM YANG GAIsays:

i chia u ...dun worry

SAM YANG GAIsays:

but i dun really makan sushi...

SAM YANG GAIsays:

haha

SAM YANG GAIsays:

so i teman u

SAM YANG GAIsays:

can?

su² says:

owh....nvm la, then u bring somewhere u like to eat la

su² says:

i quite cincai also, only thing is i damm hungry

SAM YANG GAIsays:

oo...jom go amigo...

SAM YANG GAIsays:

long time nvr visit there

su² says:

why u so nice bring me go makan wan? get pay today issit?

SAM YANG GAIsays:

hahahahaha

SAM YANG GAIsays:

must get pay day oni can belanja meh?

SAM YANG GAIsays:

@.@

su² says:

how i know, usually ppl dont simply belanja one, especially when it comes to me

SAM YANG GAIsays:

i alwiz belanja girls till bankrupt

SAM YANG GAIsays:

su² says:

SAM YANG GAIsays:

sue..dun think so negative

SAM YANG GAIsays:

cheer up

su² says:

chiew....always belanja gbirls, i thought i special

SAM YANG GAIsays:

ah??

SAM YANG GAIsays:

wat if i say i date u?

SAM YANG GAIsays:

later u dun want to come out with me how?

SAM YANG GAIsays:

@>@

SAM YANG GAIsays:

haha

SAM YANG GAIsays:

i alwiz get rejection

su² says:

alar u okay what, if i not ten recovering i sure consider u wan

SAM YANG GAIsays:

eek...

SAM YANG GAIsays:

relax sue...

SAM YANG GAIsays:

i been in a nearly same situation like u b4

SAM YANG GAIsays:

it takes time

su² says:

so are we very alike?

SAM YANG GAIsays:

hm....

SAM YANG GAIsays:

kinda

su² says:

then....could it be destiny

SAM YANG GAIsays:

ah???

su² says:

haha joking ni la

SAM YANG GAIsays:

i just can tell u 1 thing i learn through breaking up...

su² says:

eh SAM YANG GAI, seriously la, i think u shud get over that girl

su² says:

so long already

SAM YANG GAIsays:

it's no point to get emo over it for so long...

su² says:

dont emo la

su² says:

i already emo

su² says:

then u emo summore

SAM YANG GAIsays:

i got over it already...

su² says:

we together emo jump off the bridge ni la

SAM YANG GAIsays:

omg

SAM YANG GAIsays:

dun mad...

SAM YANG GAIsays:

i dun want to be serial killer

SAM YANG GAIsays:

hahaha

su² says:

sometimes, i really feel like doing lo

su² says:

aih

SAM YANG GAIsays:

dun la sue...

su² says:

i just wish got someone do it wif me la

SAM YANG GAIsays:

not worth it...

SAM YANG GAIsays:

i did try to cut myself...

SAM YANG GAIsays:

n when i think back...not worth it at all for her

su² says:

sigh

su² says:

thanks eh SAM YANG GAI

SAM YANG GAIsays:

so just relax...if u need anything just come to me...i will listen

SAM YANG GAIsays:

su² says:

makes alot of sense to me la

SAM YANG GAIsays:

welcome

su² says:

later in return for ur kindness, i blow u la

SAM YANG GAIsays:

.....

SAM YANG GAIsays:

blow me?

SAM YANG GAIsays:

=.=

su² says:

yeah u know......

SAM YANG GAIsays:

sue...

SAM YANG GAIsays:

i treat u as a good fren

SAM YANG GAIsays:

i dun want any return but to see u happy

su² says:

but seriously wana repay the kindness

su² says:

i wana rip it out of ur pants and give it to u good

SAM YANG GAIsays:

.....

SAM YANG GAIsays:

shit la...

SAM YANG GAIsays:

now feeling horny

SAM YANG GAIsays:

@>2

SAM YANG GAIsays:

die la

SAM YANG GAIsays:

hahaha

su² says:

so how? will u accept or not? not all the guys layan this kinda thing

su² says:

i duno whether ur the kind to like or not la

SAM YANG GAIsays:

er....

su² says:

but if u dont want i understand....

SAM YANG GAIsays:

sue...y r u so negative?

su² says:

IM NOT

SAM YANG GAIsays:

do u know that u r precious?

su² says:

really? nobody ever appreciates me, i feel so down, so low.....

su² says:

ur the first guy to ever say this kinda thing

SAM YANG GAIsays:

.....

SAM YANG GAIsays:

thanx....

SAM YANG GAIsays:

there r people who appreciates u

SAM YANG GAIsays:

it's just that u haven't meet 1

SAM YANG GAIsays:

if given a chance i would like to date u too

SAM YANG GAIsays:

su² says:

hmm......i dont mind la honestly

su² says:

i just need abit more time

SAM YANG GAIsays:

hey,so later we will meet up after my work ok?

su² says:

u can wait for me or not?

SAM YANG GAIsays:

i surely can wait

su² says:

ok, thanks alot SAM YANG GAI, muaks

su² says:

dont tell anybody else ok

SAM YANG GAIsays:

i m in no hurry to love sumbody

SAM YANG GAIsays:

yea

SAM YANG GAIsays:

it's oni u n me

SAM YANG GAIsays:

su² says:

okay set

SAM YANG GAIsays:

just promise me dun do stupid things

SAM YANG GAIsays:

thats good enuf

su² says:

ok ok, i wont, with u to confide in, im sure i'll be fine

SAM YANG GAIsays:

very good to hear that

SAM YANG GAIsays:

must remember i will be waiting for u

SAM YANG GAIsays:

n to recover...just take ur time...

SAM YANG GAIsays:

if u need company,can call me anytime

SAM YANG GAIsays:

i m alwiz free after work

SAM YANG GAIsays:

haha

su² says:

does that mean i can find u if i have the urge?

SAM YANG GAIsays:

yeap

SAM YANG GAIsays:

no worries

SAM YANG GAIsays:

anytime

SAM YANG GAIsays:

i give u my word

su² says:

okay, when i say the urge i mean.....like sex u know

SAM YANG GAIsays:

yea. i get it

SAM YANG GAIsays:

anything for u...

SAM YANG GAIsays:

um...

su² says:

hrmm ok, later after work u call me la ok we meet up

SAM YANG GAIsays:

u like ur guy to be active in sexual activity?

SAM YANG GAIsays:

alright

SAM YANG GAIsays:

u tahan a bit

SAM YANG GAIsays:

haha

It helped to kill an hour plus.
And of course, you know it wasn't me! XD

p/s: G*** has been replaced by SAM YANG GAI.

2008-11-09T00:00:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to that very special someone.

Hope you had a blast and get smashed tonight!
Afterall it's just once a year :)

virgin

2008-11-08T00:06:00.004+08:00

on football!
"quite intelligent for a first timer."
owh well......
:D

I think I'm just too pro. Even goal keeper hurt his finger.
Sorry!

Plus a 10 laps after godknowshowlong, also with the ball-passing while running, my feet are not as noob afterall. haha.

******

I Love Boys

They're Stupid!
yea man yea man yea man!

Parcel arrived from Williamsburg when least expected!! These are the junk I'm layan-ing everyday. Especially the pretzel yang orgasm in the world!

I'm really sorry that yours couldn't be reached on time. Should have sent earlier, sorry! :( Anyhow, THANK YOUUUUUUU! as yummy as you!

Owh, 1 thing I have to say, more pretzel please! XD

*****

Still missing you

turn back time

2008-10-29T21:57:00.007+08:00

*click to enlarge*

6 years down the road.

It’s amazing how the friendship has built over the past years. It was then when we hated our working uniform so damn much, having plans on who to prepare lunch for the day, who to keep the locker key, complaining over stupid rude customers, worrying of short of cash at the end of everyday, etc. Boi, nothing prevails that part time job, ever.

It was November 2002 that put us all together.

I must thank this person who got me that job, don’t remember exactly who thou. It wouldn’t be the same today without you. But because of you also, I've gotta bear to miss somebody so much now. :(

Need not say more, see you at arrival hall in January. :)

HAPPY 22th BIRTHDAY to my dearest of all,

Ayarileenchuagueyling

<3

****

And,

I MISS YOU!

__________________
_____

Dinner went well, great if were to compare with what I had anticipated. Funny how things only happen now. It felt so comfortable, even than before. I'm glad they like my company just like I do. Unfortunately, things are different, nowhere to be the same like before. Anyhow, thanks.

wooot

2008-10-29T15:13:00.006+08:00

Found a place at Pelangi condo, crashing with 2 friends for a temporally short period.
More laters.

**

Was invited for dinner tonight with some really special people.
So much to wonder, now and then..

BAH!